fic - simple touches (originally posted April '07)
Okay so tonight I was searching though padacklesrps for fic's that I had lost the chapters to and came across some of the fics that I've written way back when I first discovered the amazing-ness of LJ. I thought I'd share them with you to see what you think. lmao, be nice. =)
Title - Simple Touches
Author - dare_to_dream06
Rated - PG-13
Parings - Jsquared
Word Count - 1,201
Disclaimer - Unfortunatly I do not own Jared or Jensen, they belong to one another themselves.
Summary - Don’t think he hasn’t notice those looks Jared’s been giving him on (and off) set. It could possibly be Jensen’s imagination or maybe he's just paranoid or something, but he swears Jared knows, he knows something.
Each day as soon as Jensen arrives on set, there he is -all six foot, four inches of him- bouncing Jensen's way. As soon as Jensen catches sight of Jared he knows what to expect. Jared pulls Jensen into one of those huge bear hugs and pats him gently on the back. He's all smiles and 'good morning's, sunshine and rainbows, oblivious to what he's actually doing to Jensen, with each simple touch.
At first Jensen really didn’t know what to think about these ‘feelings’ he was suddenly feeling towards his (very male) co-star. (Sure, he’s been with guys before, but there’s never really been anything more then physical attraction between them, an occasional one-night stand here and there.) So he has to admit he was a little freaked out.
As weeks passed, he became more aware that these ‘feelings’ were growing stronger. Every time Jared pulls him into one of those 'too friendly' hugs, every time he pats Jensen playfully on the back (or knee or thigh) to congratulate him on a job well done, Jensen's stomach does this silly little flip and he has to start thinking about his grandma in order to get his cock to behave.
There’s been countless nights where Jensen wakes up all hot and bothered (cock so hard it could be considered a deadly weapon) with Jared’s name on his lips. But Jensen, he's a stubborn bitch, so instead of confronting Jared and confessing his attraction (to set his mind at ease and maybe get rid of the permanent hard-on in his pants), he just sucks it in and 'takes it like a man', smiling back, goofing off and trying to act normal when he’s around the big guy. No matter how normal he tries to act Jensen doesn’t think he’s hiding what he feels very well because don’t think he hasn’t notice those looks Jared’s been giving him on (and off) set. It could possibly be Jensen’s imagination or paranoia or something, but he swears Jared knows, he knows something. So, Jensen decides to ignore them, ignore all the looks and he’ll be just fine. Everything is fine, everything is normal.
Except it’s so not.
But that’s how it’s going to be. Jensen has to just keep ignoring anything he finds to be remotely strange about Jared’s behavior because Jensen, yeah he’s acting totally normal. He hasn’t breathed a word to anyone. He hasn’t told a soul about his abnormally HUGE crush on Jared, and he’ll be damned if he slips up now
except...
...one night Jared had bugged him, nagged him and eventually conned him into going out to a bar with Tom and Mike. (Yes that’s right, TOM AND MIKE.) Jared had spent all day gradually conning Jensen into going out to ‘relax’ with them. It’ll be fun Jen... he said -come on, you know you want to! and really, Jensen could never say no to Jared, ever. So there he was ‘relaxing’ with the guys, except Jensen was far from relaxed. He was so on edge he could barely stop himself from drinking as many beers as he could (one after the other, after the other...and so on), just to coax his muscles to stop being tense. Which he found out later, was probably not the smartest thing he’s ever done.
Jensen is pretty sure Mike and Tom both know about his little crush on Jared because a little while after Jensen’s third beer Mike catches him biting his lip and staring at Jared, (not once but twice!) Mike just smirks, gives him a wink and whispers something to Tom. Then Jensen orders another beer, and thinks to himself that he shouldn’t have come out tonight. Every time he stares off into space he catches himself thinking about Jared and his huge hands, soft lips and...
fuck! He is so screwed.
He had started to feel a little light headed around the third or forth beer, and currently he was on his eighth or something. Which was in no way a good sign. Sometime just before he left the bar he attempted to get up and head to the bathroom, but as soon as he had stood everything started to spin, so he sat back down, not wanting to fall over. You ok Jen? Jared had asked. M’fine Jay, just lil’ dizzy s’all, he answered with a smile, very aware that he was way to drunk to be forming complete sentence at that moment. And it seemed Jared was also aware of how drunk he was, so he had offered to take Jensen home, Jen man, think it’s about time I took you home, looks like you had one too many. Jared had chuckled and slid his arm around Jensen to support him while they walked. Jensen didn’t argue, he just let Jared lead him to wherever, because this was Jared and Jensen trusted his judgement.
After they said their goodbye’s to Mike and Tom they headed outside and before he knew it they were standing on the other side of Jared’s apartment, with Jared rambling on about how he could stay there because it was closer. This wasn’t anything out of the ordinary for them though, so Jensen didn’t argue or anything he just nodded and tried not to fall into Jared’s chest again.
There they were in Jared’s room, Jared was standing in front of Jensen trying to keep him from falling over while Jensen tried to undo his belt so he could go to bed. Jared had his hands on Jensen’s shoulders and his knee between Jensen’s thighs to steady him. Jensen was trembling and it wasn’t because he was drunk (even though he wishes it was, but he had sobered up a lot since they got to Jared’s so it’s not like he could use that as an excuse later) it was because Jensen’s throbbing erecting was rubbing against Jared’s knee and Jensen knew Jared could feel how hard he was.
When Jared chuckled and said sure you don’t want any help with that Jen? Jensen could have sworn Jared was trying to seduce him. When he looked up and met Jared’s steady gaze, his stomach started to do that little flipping thing again, then when Jared had leaned in a brushed his lips against Jensen’s, his brain exploded right then and there.
Jensen had gasped as he felt Jared’s hand cup his erection through his jeans, then Jared started to babble about how much he wanted this and why did Jensen suck at reading signals. Then everything clicked. Those looks Jared had been giving him for all this time had been intentional, the touches had been on purpose, but since Jensen was too busy trying to act 'normal' he didn’t notice that Jared was trying to tell him how he felt. They were meant to drive him insane. (Which definitely worked, that's for sure)
As he lay there with Jared’s head on his chest and his hands in Jared’s hair, all he could do was smile. He was happy, happier then he’s been for a long time. Who knew this thing they were going to have together was a result of just one simple touch.
FIN
Title - Simple Touches
Author - dare_to_dream06
Rated - PG-13
Parings - Jsquared
Word Count - 1,201
Disclaimer - Unfortunatly I do not own Jared or Jensen, they belong to one another themselves.
Summary - Don’t think he hasn’t notice those looks Jared’s been giving him on (and off) set. It could possibly be Jensen’s imagination or maybe he's just paranoid or something, but he swears Jared knows, he knows something.
Each day as soon as Jensen arrives on set, there he is -all six foot, four inches of him- bouncing Jensen's way. As soon as Jensen catches sight of Jared he knows what to expect. Jared pulls Jensen into one of those huge bear hugs and pats him gently on the back. He's all smiles and 'good morning's, sunshine and rainbows, oblivious to what he's actually doing to Jensen, with each simple touch.
At first Jensen really didn’t know what to think about these ‘feelings’ he was suddenly feeling towards his (very male) co-star. (Sure, he’s been with guys before, but there’s never really been anything more then physical attraction between them, an occasional one-night stand here and there.) So he has to admit he was a little freaked out.
As weeks passed, he became more aware that these ‘feelings’ were growing stronger. Every time Jared pulls him into one of those 'too friendly' hugs, every time he pats Jensen playfully on the back (or knee or thigh) to congratulate him on a job well done, Jensen's stomach does this silly little flip and he has to start thinking about his grandma in order to get his cock to behave.
There’s been countless nights where Jensen wakes up all hot and bothered (cock so hard it could be considered a deadly weapon) with Jared’s name on his lips. But Jensen, he's a stubborn bitch, so instead of confronting Jared and confessing his attraction (to set his mind at ease and maybe get rid of the permanent hard-on in his pants), he just sucks it in and 'takes it like a man', smiling back, goofing off and trying to act normal when he’s around the big guy. No matter how normal he tries to act Jensen doesn’t think he’s hiding what he feels very well because don’t think he hasn’t notice those looks Jared’s been giving him on (and off) set. It could possibly be Jensen’s imagination or paranoia or something, but he swears Jared knows, he knows something. So, Jensen decides to ignore them, ignore all the looks and he’ll be just fine. Everything is fine, everything is normal.
Except it’s so not.
But that’s how it’s going to be. Jensen has to just keep ignoring anything he finds to be remotely strange about Jared’s behavior because Jensen, yeah he’s acting totally normal. He hasn’t breathed a word to anyone. He hasn’t told a soul about his abnormally HUGE crush on Jared, and he’ll be damned if he slips up now
except...
...one night Jared had bugged him, nagged him and eventually conned him into going out to a bar with Tom and Mike. (Yes that’s right, TOM AND MIKE.) Jared had spent all day gradually conning Jensen into going out to ‘relax’ with them. It’ll be fun Jen... he said -come on, you know you want to! and really, Jensen could never say no to Jared, ever. So there he was ‘relaxing’ with the guys, except Jensen was far from relaxed. He was so on edge he could barely stop himself from drinking as many beers as he could (one after the other, after the other...and so on), just to coax his muscles to stop being tense. Which he found out later, was probably not the smartest thing he’s ever done.
Jensen is pretty sure Mike and Tom both know about his little crush on Jared because a little while after Jensen’s third beer Mike catches him biting his lip and staring at Jared, (not once but twice!) Mike just smirks, gives him a wink and whispers something to Tom. Then Jensen orders another beer, and thinks to himself that he shouldn’t have come out tonight. Every time he stares off into space he catches himself thinking about Jared and his huge hands, soft lips and...
fuck! He is so screwed.
He had started to feel a little light headed around the third or forth beer, and currently he was on his eighth or something. Which was in no way a good sign. Sometime just before he left the bar he attempted to get up and head to the bathroom, but as soon as he had stood everything started to spin, so he sat back down, not wanting to fall over. You ok Jen? Jared had asked. M’fine Jay, just lil’ dizzy s’all, he answered with a smile, very aware that he was way to drunk to be forming complete sentence at that moment. And it seemed Jared was also aware of how drunk he was, so he had offered to take Jensen home, Jen man, think it’s about time I took you home, looks like you had one too many. Jared had chuckled and slid his arm around Jensen to support him while they walked. Jensen didn’t argue, he just let Jared lead him to wherever, because this was Jared and Jensen trusted his judgement.
After they said their goodbye’s to Mike and Tom they headed outside and before he knew it they were standing on the other side of Jared’s apartment, with Jared rambling on about how he could stay there because it was closer. This wasn’t anything out of the ordinary for them though, so Jensen didn’t argue or anything he just nodded and tried not to fall into Jared’s chest again.
There they were in Jared’s room, Jared was standing in front of Jensen trying to keep him from falling over while Jensen tried to undo his belt so he could go to bed. Jared had his hands on Jensen’s shoulders and his knee between Jensen’s thighs to steady him. Jensen was trembling and it wasn’t because he was drunk (even though he wishes it was, but he had sobered up a lot since they got to Jared’s so it’s not like he could use that as an excuse later) it was because Jensen’s throbbing erecting was rubbing against Jared’s knee and Jensen knew Jared could feel how hard he was.
When Jared chuckled and said sure you don’t want any help with that Jen? Jensen could have sworn Jared was trying to seduce him. When he looked up and met Jared’s steady gaze, his stomach started to do that little flipping thing again, then when Jared had leaned in a brushed his lips against Jensen’s, his brain exploded right then and there.
Jensen had gasped as he felt Jared’s hand cup his erection through his jeans, then Jared started to babble about how much he wanted this and why did Jensen suck at reading signals. Then everything clicked. Those looks Jared had been giving him for all this time had been intentional, the touches had been on purpose, but since Jensen was too busy trying to act 'normal' he didn’t notice that Jared was trying to tell him how he felt. They were meant to drive him insane. (Which definitely worked, that's for sure)
As he lay there with Jared’s head on his chest and his hands in Jared’s hair, all he could do was smile. He was happy, happier then he’s been for a long time. Who knew this thing they were going to have together was a result of just one simple touch.
FIN