fic - putting my heart back together - epilogue
Title: Putting my heart back together.
Author: dare_to_dream06
Characters: Jared/Jensen
Word count: 660
Rating: PG-13
Warning: None!
Authors Notes: Okay so, if you’ve read the previous chapters, you know that we’ve had appearances from Hurty!Jensen, Hurty!Jared and Concerned!Mac! I thought i'd write a little epilogue to tell everyone how the morning after went. =)
Summary: Jared’s back in his life and he’s finally put Jensen’s heart back together!
COMMENTS MAKE ME DANCE! *grins*
When Jared wakes up Jensen’s already awake. They’re laying facing each other and Jensen’s staring at him with soulful eyes.
“Hey.”
“Hi.” Jensen says, voice still raw from last night. He leans in and captures Jared’s lips in a soft kiss. It only last a few seconds then he pulls back and smiles.
Jared smiles back and tugs Jensen closer, needing his warmth against him. They tangle their legs together, Jensen slips an arm around Jared’s waist and Jared strokes his hand up and down Jensen’s arm.
“I never meant to hurt you.” Jared whispers, feeling the pang of guilt spread though him.
“I know.” Jensen whispers back “I didn’t understand that until you explained things.” He scoots even closer and burries his face in Jared’s neck.
Jared tightens his arms around Jensen and says “I didn’t know what to do. You’re dad, he-he said I ruined your life Jen. Told me I ruined your mom’s dream of having grand babies. I-I just didn’t know what to do.” Jared sucks in a sharp breath and Jensen plants kisses on the side of his neck.
Jensen can feel Jared trembling and pulls back to look at him. “Shh. It’s okay. You’re here now, alright? You’re here and we’re together-”
“But Jen, I hurt you so bad. I hurt you! Do you know what that did to me? God. I hate myself for being so damn weak and not telling you what he said. I just thought everything would be okay." Jared pauses and looks away from Jensen, whispers. "Though it would be better if you could just forget about me.”
Jensen moves his hands up to either side of Jared’s face. “Listen. I’m not the only one that was hurt okay? You were hurting too. I can’t believe he’d say something like that to you! I didn’t think he was as heartless as that. But it just proves that church is a bigger part of his life, even more important than his own son’s happiness... Stop blaming yourself Jay. Just stop.” Jensen pulls Jared’s face to his own and starts plants kisses on every patch of skin available, his eyes, his nose, his cheeks and his forehead before stopping at his lips.
Jensen hitches a leg over Jared’s hips and Jared wraps his arms around Jensen. When they’re like this it’s like they’re in their own little world where no one can hurt them. They kiss until Jensen’s cell phone breaks through the barrier of ‘their world’, Jared wants to ignore it but Jensen reaches over and picks it up from the side table. He smiles when he looks at the ID and flips the phone open.
“Hey.”
Jen?
“Yeah?”
Jensen can hear the unasked question in her voice, waits for it. How are you?
Jensen smiles and Jared gives a half hearted attempt to steal the phone away “Who is it?” but Jensen rolls away from his reaching hand making and ‘Shhh’ motion with his finger to his mouth.
“I’m okay.”
Oh. She says, sounding a little deflated.
“Were you expecting something else as an answer?” Jensen asks, smirk on his face.
Well... She says.
“Well what?”
I don’t know. Poor Mac, Jensen’s a mean brother.
“Do you want to talk to Jared?” He asks.
Jared! Jensen can practically see Mac’s face split in two from the smile in her voice. As he passes the phone to Jared he can hear Mac give a little squeal on the other end.
“Hey.” Jared greets.
Jare-bear! You did it!
Jared chuckles. “Couldn't have without you.”
Oh my god! I’m so happy! She squeaks.
“Yeah, you're not the only one.” Jared looks at the smile on Jensen’s face, god he’s missed that so much. He feels his fingers itching to touch and he says “Mac, uh... I’m going to have to call you back. Gotta go.”
Before he hangs up he hears Mac yell Don’t wear him out too much Jenny. and his smile broadens as he watches Jensen turn bright red.
He reaches across the bed and pulls Jensen on top of him so he's straddling Jared's hips. "I love you." He whispers into Jensen's mouth just before he crashes their lips together.
Yeah, they're going to be just fine.
Author: dare_to_dream06
Characters: Jared/Jensen
Word count: 660
Rating: PG-13
Warning: None!
Authors Notes: Okay so, if you’ve read the previous chapters, you know that we’ve had appearances from Hurty!Jensen, Hurty!Jared and Concerned!Mac! I thought i'd write a little epilogue to tell everyone how the morning after went. =)
Summary: Jared’s back in his life and he’s finally put Jensen’s heart back together!
COMMENTS MAKE ME DANCE! *grins*
When Jared wakes up Jensen’s already awake. They’re laying facing each other and Jensen’s staring at him with soulful eyes.
“Hey.”
“Hi.” Jensen says, voice still raw from last night. He leans in and captures Jared’s lips in a soft kiss. It only last a few seconds then he pulls back and smiles.
Jared smiles back and tugs Jensen closer, needing his warmth against him. They tangle their legs together, Jensen slips an arm around Jared’s waist and Jared strokes his hand up and down Jensen’s arm.
“I never meant to hurt you.” Jared whispers, feeling the pang of guilt spread though him.
“I know.” Jensen whispers back “I didn’t understand that until you explained things.” He scoots even closer and burries his face in Jared’s neck.
Jared tightens his arms around Jensen and says “I didn’t know what to do. You’re dad, he-he said I ruined your life Jen. Told me I ruined your mom’s dream of having grand babies. I-I just didn’t know what to do.” Jared sucks in a sharp breath and Jensen plants kisses on the side of his neck.
Jensen can feel Jared trembling and pulls back to look at him. “Shh. It’s okay. You’re here now, alright? You’re here and we’re together-”
“But Jen, I hurt you so bad. I hurt you! Do you know what that did to me? God. I hate myself for being so damn weak and not telling you what he said. I just thought everything would be okay." Jared pauses and looks away from Jensen, whispers. "Though it would be better if you could just forget about me.”
Jensen moves his hands up to either side of Jared’s face. “Listen. I’m not the only one that was hurt okay? You were hurting too. I can’t believe he’d say something like that to you! I didn’t think he was as heartless as that. But it just proves that church is a bigger part of his life, even more important than his own son’s happiness... Stop blaming yourself Jay. Just stop.” Jensen pulls Jared’s face to his own and starts plants kisses on every patch of skin available, his eyes, his nose, his cheeks and his forehead before stopping at his lips.
Jensen hitches a leg over Jared’s hips and Jared wraps his arms around Jensen. When they’re like this it’s like they’re in their own little world where no one can hurt them. They kiss until Jensen’s cell phone breaks through the barrier of ‘their world’, Jared wants to ignore it but Jensen reaches over and picks it up from the side table. He smiles when he looks at the ID and flips the phone open.
“Hey.”
Jen?
“Yeah?”
Jensen can hear the unasked question in her voice, waits for it. How are you?
Jensen smiles and Jared gives a half hearted attempt to steal the phone away “Who is it?” but Jensen rolls away from his reaching hand making and ‘Shhh’ motion with his finger to his mouth.
“I’m okay.”
Oh. She says, sounding a little deflated.
“Were you expecting something else as an answer?” Jensen asks, smirk on his face.
Well... She says.
“Well what?”
I don’t know. Poor Mac, Jensen’s a mean brother.
“Do you want to talk to Jared?” He asks.
Jared! Jensen can practically see Mac’s face split in two from the smile in her voice. As he passes the phone to Jared he can hear Mac give a little squeal on the other end.
“Hey.” Jared greets.
Jare-bear! You did it!
Jared chuckles. “Couldn't have without you.”
Oh my god! I’m so happy! She squeaks.
“Yeah, you're not the only one.” Jared looks at the smile on Jensen’s face, god he’s missed that so much. He feels his fingers itching to touch and he says “Mac, uh... I’m going to have to call you back. Gotta go.”
Before he hangs up he hears Mac yell Don’t wear him out too much Jenny. and his smile broadens as he watches Jensen turn bright red.
He reaches across the bed and pulls Jensen on top of him so he's straddling Jared's hips. "I love you." He whispers into Jensen's mouth just before he crashes their lips together.
Yeah, they're going to be just fine.