Mar 20, 2012 13:36
I've been thinking about this for a while now and I keep coming to the same result. I can't look at some one I know in the same way because of the things I know now. I don't understand why I react this way, their a good person, I just am.
I would go into details but they may read this and I don't want them to know what I fill about the situation. Knowing my luck they already know it, I'm not good about hiding things from them.
I've tried speaking to one of my more mature frineds, but because they have never meet they can't help me out.
I've tried to confince my self that I'm acting stupid, but I'm not acting stupid. It's fear and panic that I'm feeling feelings that aren't easy to hide from.
I'll leave it there since I have no more to say on the matter that i want to make public. If any one who is reading this can help, I'd love for you to get in touch.
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