Aug 05, 2006 01:32
school is so close.
and i do not want to go back.
this summer has been amazing.
i jumped off the bridge.
it was so fun. and scary.
and i think everyone alive should do something they'd never think they'd do.
something that makes them feel alive.
and prove that fear is nothing.
i bowl so much that you'd think i'm actually good at it.
oh no. i suck.
lindsey comes home tomorrow.
two months is wayyy too long.
i am sooooo excited to see herrrrrrrr!!!!!!
i really love my mom. so much.
and sometimes i don't think she knows how much i do.
and i wish that i could show her another way then just saying it.
she lets the littlest things bother her. and she shouldn't.
sometimes i don't know why i bother.
why do i try? honestly.
i don't even know who i'm trying to impress anymore.
i was doing so good.
and thennn that happens.
oh well.
it's all good. :)