there are nighttttssss

Jul 23, 2006 23:48

it has been quite some time.
myspace has taken over.
haha.
that's all i ever do now/
but it's broken. :(

summer has been amazing.
i went to disney world.
with laura.
and that was oh so much fun.
we own tower of terror. yup.
and i'm a little upset that school is starting back in less than a month.
because i'm not ready for it.
senior year. that is crazy.
summer has gone by way too fast. 
two weeks. and then lindsey is home. i have missed her so much. it's crazy.
i really like life. and friends. and family. and summer. and disney world. and smiling. and laughing. and eating.  and music. and driving. and sunny weather. and just everything.
i want to go on another vacation.
but i'm not and that breaks my heart.
so basically cheerleading is killing me.
and i try so hard. to be the best i can be.
but it is not working. and i hate that.
i cry over cheerleading.
how stupid is that?
i need to get tan.
i love allison and lisa. they are my favorites.
we just pick up right where we left off.
and i love that.
i don't like change. it messes with me.
i don't know what i want to do with my life....that is the scariest thing in the world.
i don't mind spending days at my house. like the other night for instance, i did not want to go out, so i didn't. and it was lovely. 
but then there are other nights, where i really really want to get out of this house...and not be anywhere near it...those nights suck. because those are the nights where i really want someone to call and no one does. it's kind of sad.
why can't i stop listening to this song? 
i'm happy.
alright. that's a bunch of nothingness. but you like it. :)
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