Fragments
Sorry I been so quiet lately everyone... I have actually posted entries but I never was able to finish any of the ones I started so I saved them as private to work on them later... only problem with that is finding that state of mind I was in when I had started them so I can finish them.
Still picking up the pieces of everything in my life at the minute. Things have changed yet again but I find myself just going with the flow... I am curious when my emotions might catch up though.....
My ex came up to visit me. It was not the visit to fix things though. He just wanted to see me which was nice but if I had known I would have told him not to come. He didnt have any plans for what to do and since he was not here to fix things, I took advantage of the situation... hehe He was mentioning we could do anything we wanted like go eat or head to a movie. So instead I dragged him with me to try and find a new home for one of my sister-in-law's dog at some animal shelter but couldnt find an open spot. Then I took him to the landfill to throw away alot of junk from my mothers house... Such loving places I thought to myself but to be honest this is probably the first time he has made himself be useful... I really did appreciate the help... I dont know what to think about him....
....zzzz
Still picking up the pieces of everything in my life at the minute. Things have changed yet again but I find myself just going with the flow... I am curious when my emotions might catch up though.....
My ex came up to visit me. It was not the visit to fix things though. He just wanted to see me which was nice but if I had known I would have told him not to come. He didnt have any plans for what to do and since he was not here to fix things, I took advantage of the situation... hehe He was mentioning we could do anything we wanted like go eat or head to a movie. So instead I dragged him with me to try and find a new home for one of my sister-in-law's dog at some animal shelter but couldnt find an open spot. Then I took him to the landfill to throw away alot of junk from my mothers house... Such loving places I thought to myself but to be honest this is probably the first time he has made himself be useful... I really did appreciate the help... I dont know what to think about him....
....zzzz