FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
I am a bajillion kinds of pissed right now. At myself, at my computer, and ... I don't know what's going to happen.
I'm applying for a job. Rather, I applied for a job. It closed at 6pm today. I forgot to do all my resume/cover letter stuff until today (when I got home at 5pm) because of all the good stuff happening yesterday. I was just about done and about to hit send when my computer froze up. At 5:56. And then it unfroze for about 2 seconds at 5:58. So I had to reboot.
In the time it took for the computer to sit there, frozen, and while I rebooted, I cried and punched my pillows, and kicked and SCREAMED like I haven't in a very very very long time.
I sent it in, and it's kind of crap. I would be great for this job, and I would love to have this job. But I'm not going to get it, because I wrote the cover letter in 10 minutes, and I just feel like crap. I want to sit and cry and also kick and punch something or SOMEONE, because SERIOUSLY COMPUTER. SERIOUSLY?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
I know - I probably could have took a little more time to review it, because late is late, but 12 minutes late seems to be better to me than 45 minutes late.
God, I hate myself for putting me in the situation.
I'm applying for a job. Rather, I applied for a job. It closed at 6pm today. I forgot to do all my resume/cover letter stuff until today (when I got home at 5pm) because of all the good stuff happening yesterday. I was just about done and about to hit send when my computer froze up. At 5:56. And then it unfroze for about 2 seconds at 5:58. So I had to reboot.
In the time it took for the computer to sit there, frozen, and while I rebooted, I cried and punched my pillows, and kicked and SCREAMED like I haven't in a very very very long time.
I sent it in, and it's kind of crap. I would be great for this job, and I would love to have this job. But I'm not going to get it, because I wrote the cover letter in 10 minutes, and I just feel like crap. I want to sit and cry and also kick and punch something or SOMEONE, because SERIOUSLY COMPUTER. SERIOUSLY?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
I know - I probably could have took a little more time to review it, because late is late, but 12 minutes late seems to be better to me than 45 minutes late.
God, I hate myself for putting me in the situation.