We spent the wee hours of last night looking at YouTube videos of cat montages and hedgehogs being cute. I can't wait to get our hedgehog
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What are you going to name your hedgehog? (I know Jon would suggest Sonic...) You always write so beautifully. Remember the poem you wrote last year in Creative Writing, about making dinner? It was great. I wish I could say more. People probably always wish they could say more, do more, think more. But sometimes things are so passive you think you are sinking even though you are paddling. The water changes direction and suddenly you are headed towards the bottom, even though you thought you saw air bubbles around you. And then you realize, they're thought bubbles. You can't reach them. But that's okay, because the water is thinking for you.
Sometimes that's how I feel about the world. It thinks for me, and I don't have to make every single decision for myself. I want to, but thank god I can't.
It's great that things are good with your mom...even though we like to scoff at them and say they aren't our everything, when things are shitty with them it's really hard to be completely yinned and yanged, I think...I miss you, a lot. I'm sorry about not being good.
Sometimes that's how I feel about the world. It thinks for me, and I don't have to make every single decision for myself. I want to, but thank god I can't.
It's great that things are good with your mom...even though we like to scoff at them and say they aren't our everything, when things are shitty with them it's really hard to be completely yinned and yanged, I think...I miss you, a lot. I'm sorry about not being good.
Love,
miko
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You are good.
I miss you too. I can't be mad at you because I do the exact same things.
I love you.
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