and the beat keeps running running and running runniinggg. . . .
Alright so last night was pretty much REALLY fucking stupid. im sorry for cussing but it was. and half the people there knew it.
We all went to Rachels house and ate some junkfood had some pop enjoyed ourselves while rachel was being really stupid and getting in trouble. so we left. The original plan was to go bowling but instead Rachel comes up with an idea to go to Richie's where no one wanted to be but the boys and her. So we ran away without saying goodbye and ended up sitting in the DMACC parking lot for like 30 minutes. Everyone got REALLLLY stressed and started to smoke. everyone besides alex that is, and kinda rachel. So alex got angry and decides she will walk home. . . so rachel ( wanting to be a friend to EVERYONE) decides to run after her and walk with her. we all follow in a car. about 20 fucking minutes later we're going 5MPH down a busy road trying to get alex in the car. finally we got REALLY fed up with them and left. i know we should have stayed BUT WE DIDNT. and three of us ended up @ the Merle Hay Bowling alley. bowling till 1. after that my mom calls me and tells me im supposed to be home at 12. . . welp its already 1:06 and NOBODY TOLD ME I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME. . so thank you mom for fucking it up and getting me in trouble.
My supposed punishment: no computer. no cell phone. no home phone. no tv. no stereo. no track. I am to be someone else & not the real me. I am not supposed to be happy. I cannot ask for anything or ask to go anywhere. I am supposed to be like the child that never exsisted.
So for anyone who was my friend before reading this. . I'll miss you because when it's over. . . im going to be a fucking mess.
Btw Alex: Note to you even though you may not care. We should have respected your opinion. . . but just because we smoke when we're stressed we did not think it was necessary for you to cause a scene. You ran down the whole highway causing us to drive with our flashers on. If we did not care then we would not have followed you THAT WHOLE WAY. . so true you had a right to be mad and everything, but you didnt respect our outlook on it either. Im Sorry. okay. . Im Just Sorrry<3.
Love, What used to be Aleyna!
We all went to Rachels house and ate some junkfood had some pop enjoyed ourselves while rachel was being really stupid and getting in trouble. so we left. The original plan was to go bowling but instead Rachel comes up with an idea to go to Richie's where no one wanted to be but the boys and her. So we ran away without saying goodbye and ended up sitting in the DMACC parking lot for like 30 minutes. Everyone got REALLLLY stressed and started to smoke. everyone besides alex that is, and kinda rachel. So alex got angry and decides she will walk home. . . so rachel ( wanting to be a friend to EVERYONE) decides to run after her and walk with her. we all follow in a car. about 20 fucking minutes later we're going 5MPH down a busy road trying to get alex in the car. finally we got REALLY fed up with them and left. i know we should have stayed BUT WE DIDNT. and three of us ended up @ the Merle Hay Bowling alley. bowling till 1. after that my mom calls me and tells me im supposed to be home at 12. . . welp its already 1:06 and NOBODY TOLD ME I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME. . so thank you mom for fucking it up and getting me in trouble.
My supposed punishment: no computer. no cell phone. no home phone. no tv. no stereo. no track. I am to be someone else & not the real me. I am not supposed to be happy. I cannot ask for anything or ask to go anywhere. I am supposed to be like the child that never exsisted.
So for anyone who was my friend before reading this. . I'll miss you because when it's over. . . im going to be a fucking mess.
Btw Alex: Note to you even though you may not care. We should have respected your opinion. . . but just because we smoke when we're stressed we did not think it was necessary for you to cause a scene. You ran down the whole highway causing us to drive with our flashers on. If we did not care then we would not have followed you THAT WHOLE WAY. . so true you had a right to be mad and everything, but you didnt respect our outlook on it either. Im Sorry. okay. . Im Just Sorrry<3.
Love, What used to be Aleyna!