you're not special
So i pretty much feel nothing anymore. besides sadness. I wont feel it if you ripped my heart out. or if you punched me. . . or if everything in me stopped working. . . because that's how i feel lately. unless i think of something idiocacly depressing. . . . It's horrible. i have just wanted to cry. My parents confronted me about theft issues & how me n my friends do it to much. . . and i admited. . . and i walked away not feeling bad just wanting to cry because ITS SO EFFING SCREWED UPPP. but i couldnt. Alex calls my mood full Blood emo . . . but its not. . . its just. . . its just wrong. My tombstone will say " Here lies the girl that felt nothing but tears " It looks and sounds bad. somethings wrong with it. & i dont like it.. .
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