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So I'm getting sick and I have my big audition on Sat. My head hurts and my chords are swollen. I haven't been sick all year and now that I have to sing I'm sick. WTF?! I'm in one of my moods where I want to run off and do crazy things, write bad poetry, party and break shit. Except I'm not in the mood for my mood. I need a boyfriend. No I need a manfriend I'm sick of boys and their shit. And to top it all off after all that stuff about the conductor from London, he came and didn't want to hear any one sing. Big letdown since I've been coaxed along by the promise for a long ass time.