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ths has been a very up and down day. very shitty sometimes... aesome other tiems. best part of the day ever was eatin globster (which steve and i bought) with family and alex, it was awesome. we just talked about fun stuff and it was "mad chill" as some may say. then my mom just started bing a bitch which was stupid, then alex put me in a good mood again... she's good at that :D
i think i'm gonna play football. the idea randomly crossed my mind a week or so ago. it seems like a good idea, i need soethign to do. get in good shape... hang out with a new croud. get some close friends maybe... but more inmportantly...
RIP SOMEONE'S FACE OFF! i've had an urge to do that lately. a lotta pent up rage from just stupid shit that's been happening and no foley to help me work out those problems. and also, i was pretty good at football when i played that one eyar in 8th grade. and i think i look sexy in a football uniform... plus it wouldn't hurt to be cool.
another good reason is i find that lately i've been depreseed and i'm not sure why. but i think i found at least part of the reason... i dont like myself. when i'm really busy, though, i have no time to think about that kinda stuff. so durring foley/work/school i had no time, and with football i'll have no time certainly! i need to keep busy to get happy. czu when i'm happy people like me and when people like me i'm happier. but when i think i get sad, because my mind always sees things for exactly hwo they are, not discriminating against any options or effects, and it's not a good thing. but yes, football... i think it'll work. only real problems are:
no guitar. i have problems with that as it is, i play like an hour every 3 days now! i've actually gotten WORSE! AH
and no alex! i only see her like twice a week, and with football it'd only be twice once ina while. ill have no time to talk to her adn that will make me sad... but i think she'll like it in the long run cuz working my ass off will make me sexy... and make the time we spend toghter even mroe special. i hope anyways... that's me being positive.
on that note, it's about that time for conclusion.
i think i'm gonna play football. the idea randomly crossed my mind a week or so ago. it seems like a good idea, i need soethign to do. get in good shape... hang out with a new croud. get some close friends maybe... but more inmportantly...
RIP SOMEONE'S FACE OFF! i've had an urge to do that lately. a lotta pent up rage from just stupid shit that's been happening and no foley to help me work out those problems. and also, i was pretty good at football when i played that one eyar in 8th grade. and i think i look sexy in a football uniform... plus it wouldn't hurt to be cool.
another good reason is i find that lately i've been depreseed and i'm not sure why. but i think i found at least part of the reason... i dont like myself. when i'm really busy, though, i have no time to think about that kinda stuff. so durring foley/work/school i had no time, and with football i'll have no time certainly! i need to keep busy to get happy. czu when i'm happy people like me and when people like me i'm happier. but when i think i get sad, because my mind always sees things for exactly hwo they are, not discriminating against any options or effects, and it's not a good thing. but yes, football... i think it'll work. only real problems are:
no guitar. i have problems with that as it is, i play like an hour every 3 days now! i've actually gotten WORSE! AH
and no alex! i only see her like twice a week, and with football it'd only be twice once ina while. ill have no time to talk to her adn that will make me sad... but i think she'll like it in the long run cuz working my ass off will make me sexy... and make the time we spend toghter even mroe special. i hope anyways... that's me being positive.
on that note, it's about that time for conclusion.