I'm back.

[danse_amore]

Staff Week happened! And Advanced Camp! And everything was lovely, etc., etc., it's hot as balls (it is going to be ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN on Friday, I will never leave my pool ever), I'm back to work. I came home to a car! That my parents found for three thousand dollars?? and I've been driving every day. Taking my test at the end of August. Yes, I

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[igrab]

I know that for me, I'm incredibly physically jealous, but rolyromantic. As long as romance doesn't involve sex. Like, there are three people I would consider myself romantic with. Right up to kissing. BUT NO MORE THAN THAT. Anything after that and I get rage-panda balls-ripping jealous. I have no idea what that means psychologically, but it is something I have identified about myself.

Also about the lesbian thing - I know how you feel, I think. I used to think I was polyamorous as well - but I would also get jealous and feel guilty. Because it made sense to be open to the idea of loving more than one person, jealousy didn't make sense. Jealousy is not logical. And things that are not logical/rational drive me nuts. So I was very much YOU LOVE WHO YOU LOVE IT DOES NOT HAVE TO DO WITH GENDER but then I realized that it was okay not to like guys. It was okay to have a preference. And that was a huge revelation. Just like right now it's. It's okay to be possessive wait what what is this. What planet have I stepped onto?

So I think I feel you a little there but it could be something completely different. I honestly wish I could identify as pansexual because it sounds so cool and the colors in the flag are really awesome and it MAKES MORE SENSE - but uh. Dicks. A:lkdsjgdn get those things away from me get those muscly man types away from me how about boobs forever.

Boobs and aliens.

Female aliens.

[igrab]

*polyromantic, even. I am also rollyromantic. I think it's very loving to roll on someone.

[danse_amore]

dsajgf rollyromantic is the cutest image.

[igrab]

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[danse_amore]

YEAH I thought there was someone else I could be vaguely romantic with? And certainly we are ridiculously close and he's one of my best friends in the world but then he and me and my girlfriend made out and uh. No. Get the hell out, dude, and hands off. I am also romantically jealous of my girlfriend and others, though. Probably because I'm her ~exception to her being straight and I get insecure easily.

Aaah exactly. And being jealous is the worst feeling for me because it comes with so much guilt? But ugh ugh ugh it's the worst.

Penises are gross and weird. Can we all just agree on that? Yeah, no. But like. Male hips? Male chests? Male collarbones and wrists and jaws? I could be okay with that. Maybe. Theoretically. It's weird because I've been calling myself bisexual, but I think I am more attracted to non-binary-gendered people than I am to men. The more ladylike the better, I guess, but androgyny is so fascinating and pretty to me? But I think it's more in a "I want to look like that" way than a "I want to fuck that" way. If that makes sense.

I once started writing a story called I Was Kidnapped By Lesbian Pirates From Outer Space (because there's a webcomic by the same name which is severely underwhelming) and I'm pretty sure it was just going to turn into lesbian spaceporn. Yyyep. Aliens!