I'm back.
Staff Week happened! And Advanced Camp! And everything was lovely, etc., etc., it's hot as balls (it is going to be ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN on Friday, I will never leave my pool ever), I'm back to work. I came home to a car! That my parents found for three thousand dollars?? and I've been driving every day. Taking my test at the end of August. Yes, I know I'm the slowest ever.
Liam and I are (slowly) working our way through watching all the Harry Potter films. I've only seen the first three, ever, I think? So that should be fun. I've worked my way around from liking to hating to vaguely liking Harry Potter again. We'll see how long that lasts.
This weekend my brother and my girlfriend are roadtripping to see me! So that'll be super fun. Planning on taking her to Philly, some, and also just hanging out and playing videogames and swimming and relaxing, because we both need it. also our nine-month anniversary is coming up and that kind of scares me shitless
Anyway, because I don't actually have anything interesting to say, here's a meme stolen from Chie.
This is hard! I don't really have very many secrets. Most of the ones I DO have are pretty silly?
1. I never learned to ride a bicycle.
2. I am incredibly jealous, but only over a vey specific person interacting with some very specific people. Otherwise I don't give a fuck.
3. I believe, at least partially, a whole lot of hippie bullshit. Mostly because I was raised on it.
4. I am really weirdly reluctant to call myself a lesbian, despite all evidence in that direction. I suppose this could be internalized homophobia, but I don't think so. I just. I like the idea of having sex with men. Just not any actual men that I know. Or see pictures of. Also I don't even like the idea that much.
5. Sometimes I read fic for things that I hate/are terrible, just to see if any of it is good. Like Glee. Or High School Musical.
6. This one relates to the jealousy thing! (and also the text conversation I'm having while I type this.) I used to think I was polyamorous, and maybe I still am and I just happen to only be in love with one person. But. I have ridiculous guilt over being jealous. Like. It's so against who I thought I was for so long. Which sounds so stupid and angsty considering that I am twenty and have been in a grand total of three relationships in my life. But.
7. I act like I'm a lot more culturally savvy than I am. I'm a cultural idiot. What are bands? What are movies? I know nooothingg.
8. I CRY STUPID EASY. Only since last fall, though, when Chiara managed to make me okay with crying in front of her and subsequently in front of anyone, anywhere, for any reason. I haaate it.
9. I suck balls at punctuating dialogue.
10. When I was in seventh grade I lied about having a crush on a boy because everyone thought I did and I'd never really had a crush on a boy. (COUGH COUGH LESBIAN COUGH). There was enormous, hilarious dramatic fallout from it. He's now one of my best friends and he lives in my house. Even he doesn't know that my crush was something I made up. LALALA
I know, not very interesting secrets. Whatever.
Liam and I are (slowly) working our way through watching all the Harry Potter films. I've only seen the first three, ever, I think? So that should be fun. I've worked my way around from liking to hating to vaguely liking Harry Potter again. We'll see how long that lasts.
This weekend my brother and my girlfriend are roadtripping to see me! So that'll be super fun. Planning on taking her to Philly, some, and also just hanging out and playing videogames and swimming and relaxing, because we both need it. also our nine-month anniversary is coming up and that kind of scares me shitless
Anyway, because I don't actually have anything interesting to say, here's a meme stolen from Chie.
This is hard! I don't really have very many secrets. Most of the ones I DO have are pretty silly?
1. I never learned to ride a bicycle.
2. I am incredibly jealous, but only over a vey specific person interacting with some very specific people. Otherwise I don't give a fuck.
3. I believe, at least partially, a whole lot of hippie bullshit. Mostly because I was raised on it.
4. I am really weirdly reluctant to call myself a lesbian, despite all evidence in that direction. I suppose this could be internalized homophobia, but I don't think so. I just. I like the idea of having sex with men. Just not any actual men that I know. Or see pictures of. Also I don't even like the idea that much.
5. Sometimes I read fic for things that I hate/are terrible, just to see if any of it is good. Like Glee. Or High School Musical.
6. This one relates to the jealousy thing! (and also the text conversation I'm having while I type this.) I used to think I was polyamorous, and maybe I still am and I just happen to only be in love with one person. But. I have ridiculous guilt over being jealous. Like. It's so against who I thought I was for so long. Which sounds so stupid and angsty considering that I am twenty and have been in a grand total of three relationships in my life. But.
7. I act like I'm a lot more culturally savvy than I am. I'm a cultural idiot. What are bands? What are movies? I know nooothingg.
8. I CRY STUPID EASY. Only since last fall, though, when Chiara managed to make me okay with crying in front of her and subsequently in front of anyone, anywhere, for any reason. I haaate it.
9. I suck balls at punctuating dialogue.
10. When I was in seventh grade I lied about having a crush on a boy because everyone thought I did and I'd never really had a crush on a boy. (COUGH COUGH LESBIAN COUGH). There was enormous, hilarious dramatic fallout from it. He's now one of my best friends and he lives in my house. Even he doesn't know that my crush was something I made up. LALALA
I know, not very interesting secrets. Whatever.