Mar 06, 2006 12:04
I stopped feeling so down lately, I really have. It got replaced with everything else in my life right now. The me trying to feel better about steph thing kinda took a different turn a few nights ago when 3 very close friends told me some things that had happened during our relationship. So now I don't even feel the slightest bit of remorse at all. All 3 friends told me different things that happened at different instances and times. Which is to say the least a little tough to ignore. So whatever more or less, I'll deal with those when I absolutely have to. I still can't talk to her, way to much pain still there seeping through from under the cracks. But thats t be expected.
In other news, I might be moving out of my house during the summer just becuase I can't stand being home and being under the chokehold of my parents any longer. Well maybe not move out entirely, I will have a seperate place to crash though if I really don't want to come home.
Same thing with my extra car project, I may be able to get it underway during the summer as well If I can get a place to stay as well.
The only downside is that I will be working a lot in either construction, or possilbly industrial work, either or would suit me just fine since they both pay a nice chucnk of change.
Besides that Im still waiting for the damn chainmail to come in the mail so I can start work on that asap, becuase it really needs to get done, and soon
Besides that Im off with josh to somewhere to do something
Dan