The pain inside,
Smoetimes cant hide.
And the broken heart,
Finally fell apart.

im not eating . i hate the feeling of being full. i cant throw up though i have tried so many times. Tuesday i ate: container of toosie rolls. 1 lolipop. some whoppers. 2 mints. Wednesday i ate: 1 lolipop. fruit buzz. a bunch of grapes. Gosh i ate so much in the past two days. today its only 8:50 and i already ate a mint. but i had to eat that ( Read more... )

Niggerlick

Confused, Bruised
I will lose.
My boyfriend is gone, Not sure if I was wrong,
Of doing th done, Not sure who won,
The battle will soon be clear,
All thats left is the fear, Tear.
Tears come down my face, i have lost the race,
In brace life, as I have been cut by the knife.
bum,bum, bum,bum, bum bum bum bu--------------------------------

Left forotten, so rotten.
To see the things, done to me,
If only.

the mistakes i make.... sorry

this is a gay kinda rap thing, although it sux really bad i kinda.. not really.. like it : Rappin, lik slappin faces, spit out a ryme, leaves a bruise but no crime has been done, you have won, son, Got no flow, to go with, i aint good, you should just stop reading now, wow, i really suck, knuck if u buck, is a song my friends sing, with our ( Read more... )

The mistakes i make ..... sorry

today has been okay so far. this cold of mine really sucks though. i dont know about going to practice tonight. i want to because i am gaining weight.... which really sux ass. god damn it my brother just scared the shit out of me i hate when he does that. he threw something and it landed in front of me but i didnt know he was gonna throw it and it ( Read more... )

I havent talked to danny for more than like 5 mintues in like a total of 4 days. i miss him so much i always think he is mad at me.... but i dont know. we had a sftbal tournament saturday and sunday but saturday we didnt get to play and sunday we had to be up at 5 and be at our softball field at 6:30 down in Bushnell at 7:30 and be ready to play ( Read more... )