on a conception that happens to be immaculate

Jul 26, 2009 22:48

Flashback to 11th grade: I suffered from nausea almost constantly and couldn't hold down a single meal for almost an entire schoolyear. Every day I went to school anxious yet still my happy self. I was certain I had a food allergy. My doctor was certain I was pregnant. Turns out it was anxiety.

This entire week I've felt exactly the same way as I did then. I have no idea why though, just as I had no idea then. I wake up in the morning and can't move myself for fear of making myself sick.

If I end up having a baby in 9 months I will consider this one of life's cruel jokes.
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