Aug 06, 2003 16:43
So..................... I will admit that I have never been IN love with anyone before. There are people that I could see myself loving, but have never had those feelings. I don't want to say that there is a possibility of love, but there is a person that I could see loving. Lets call him Tom. He is the best person in the world. He puts a smile on my face when ever I am around him, and he is so kind. He isn't the most attractive person I have ever met, but he is close. He's tall, but not too tall. I don't know how to explain him except "awesome". It's not all bliss. We have our moments, but he usually makes them better. He has always been there for me, and I for him. I think he has almost cried. (HUGE) I just wish that he could feel the same way about me. I guess I don't know how he feels because we have never really talked about it. Its because I don't want to ruin what we have. Im so nervous. Im kinda hoping that he will put forth the first move. But I don't know. I do have to admit that if every single guy came up to me at the same time and told me that they loved me, I would definelty choose Tom over any other person there. I suppose thats a really good accomplishment for me. He should feel special. I know he makes me feel special. Someday. Hopefully. Maybe. I guess we will see!