fights yuck
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From: paparazzi girl
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:48 PM
no no more fighting
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From: You Cant Break Whats Already Broken ?
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:38 PM
Remeber when we were at taco bell that one time and we had that really long conversation about the real us no one ever sees? well sometimes when im quite (really being me) you think im mad at I HATE when im not mad and people ask me like 20 times me whats wrong so today nothing was really wrong i just wasnt being loud so you kept asking me what was wrong and nothing was wrong i just felt like being quite amd who cares if ms west said put salt on them do we ever listen to her haha....NO! i just hate salt and i know your gunna hate when i say this but ive been really worried about my weight and salt is really bad and i just dont like salt so thats why i didnt want it on there i dont care thats its on there it wasnt really a big deal and then reason i started talkign to tammy and silver because i was talking to them abotu the cheer meeting and silvers b-day party and about the letter i gave silver the birthday thing oh TRUST ME when i say im going way BIGGER for your b-day then i would ever think about doing for her it was just something nice i thought i would do for her im sorry it hurt your feelings!!!! you know i love you so are we still fighting becuz i hate when we are!!!!
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From: paparazzi girl
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:28 PM
it didnt start then. you were ina bad mood and i could tell. i wish u would just talk to me about that stuff. i guess it really all started for me when u gave that note to silver. but i thot it was just a note that u had drawn on that said i love u or something. im not used to my best friend giving other people notes like that. but thats because kayla would always make me notes and stuff and never anyone else. but i felt dumb after i looked at it and it said happy birthday. i guess i was just jealous. i thot i have already told u that i am a really really really really sensative person, i dont mean to be like posessive but it really hurts me when u do things for other people and not me. i pay attention to the details of things and i like little things. like when u say i love u to me, lil notes, and compliments like that. when i dont get those things i start to think that there is something wrong(and i get mad because sometimes u dont do those things). thats just the kind of person i am. im not trying to be conceded at all i just like u to focus on me(im jealous). anyways back to today i only got mad because im really tired of u getting mad at me and me taking it and just brushing it off(i hate when u are in a bad mood).... so everytime u get mad i get mad. and then u get even madder (and there is nothing i can say or do to change ur mood). which is wat happend today with the potatoes. mrs. west told me to put salt on the potatoes and so i did. and when i did u said u didnt want them anymore and then glared at me. so that made me mad. and then to make it worse u walked over to silver and tami. after that i was sick of it and i just wanted to get everything over with. im sorry i freaked out on u i just was pissed off. i know what u mean about getting in fights. im really tired of it. im not trying to be a bitch at all im just trying to tell u how i feel. i love u with all my heart and i would never want to change u and i know u would never want to change me but i think to keep our relationship going there are things in both of us that we need to change like for me accepting that i am wrong sometimes and letting u correct me. and for u, controlling ur temper. i dont want to lose u but i feel like thats where we are headed. i love u always, me
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From: You Cant Break Whats Already Broken ?
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:01 PM
okay so i donrt know what to say about today we were fine and i wanted to help you with the potatoes and you freakin out so i dont know what that was all about if i pissed you off im sorry but i really dont remeber doing anything! look we have never fought this much EVER out of the 2 years weve been friends....more then this week and i just dont get it im trying to be the bigger person and say im sorry liek i did last time if your still mad at me and want some time to yourself let me know!?! please im really sorry i was having a bad day all day and i didnt think i was taking it out on you but if i was let me know i love you and care about you tons! you are my best friend and our friendship means the WORLD to me! and i dont want to loose it over some stupid fights about potatoes!!!!!
From: paparazzi girl
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:48 PM
no no more fighting
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From: You Cant Break Whats Already Broken ?
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:38 PM
Remeber when we were at taco bell that one time and we had that really long conversation about the real us no one ever sees? well sometimes when im quite (really being me) you think im mad at I HATE when im not mad and people ask me like 20 times me whats wrong so today nothing was really wrong i just wasnt being loud so you kept asking me what was wrong and nothing was wrong i just felt like being quite amd who cares if ms west said put salt on them do we ever listen to her haha....NO! i just hate salt and i know your gunna hate when i say this but ive been really worried about my weight and salt is really bad and i just dont like salt so thats why i didnt want it on there i dont care thats its on there it wasnt really a big deal and then reason i started talkign to tammy and silver because i was talking to them abotu the cheer meeting and silvers b-day party and about the letter i gave silver the birthday thing oh TRUST ME when i say im going way BIGGER for your b-day then i would ever think about doing for her it was just something nice i thought i would do for her im sorry it hurt your feelings!!!! you know i love you so are we still fighting becuz i hate when we are!!!!
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From: paparazzi girl
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:28 PM
it didnt start then. you were ina bad mood and i could tell. i wish u would just talk to me about that stuff. i guess it really all started for me when u gave that note to silver. but i thot it was just a note that u had drawn on that said i love u or something. im not used to my best friend giving other people notes like that. but thats because kayla would always make me notes and stuff and never anyone else. but i felt dumb after i looked at it and it said happy birthday. i guess i was just jealous. i thot i have already told u that i am a really really really really sensative person, i dont mean to be like posessive but it really hurts me when u do things for other people and not me. i pay attention to the details of things and i like little things. like when u say i love u to me, lil notes, and compliments like that. when i dont get those things i start to think that there is something wrong(and i get mad because sometimes u dont do those things). thats just the kind of person i am. im not trying to be conceded at all i just like u to focus on me(im jealous). anyways back to today i only got mad because im really tired of u getting mad at me and me taking it and just brushing it off(i hate when u are in a bad mood).... so everytime u get mad i get mad. and then u get even madder (and there is nothing i can say or do to change ur mood). which is wat happend today with the potatoes. mrs. west told me to put salt on the potatoes and so i did. and when i did u said u didnt want them anymore and then glared at me. so that made me mad. and then to make it worse u walked over to silver and tami. after that i was sick of it and i just wanted to get everything over with. im sorry i freaked out on u i just was pissed off. i know what u mean about getting in fights. im really tired of it. im not trying to be a bitch at all im just trying to tell u how i feel. i love u with all my heart and i would never want to change u and i know u would never want to change me but i think to keep our relationship going there are things in both of us that we need to change like for me accepting that i am wrong sometimes and letting u correct me. and for u, controlling ur temper. i dont want to lose u but i feel like thats where we are headed. i love u always, me
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From: You Cant Break Whats Already Broken ?
Date: Mar 16, 2006 7:01 PM
okay so i donrt know what to say about today we were fine and i wanted to help you with the potatoes and you freakin out so i dont know what that was all about if i pissed you off im sorry but i really dont remeber doing anything! look we have never fought this much EVER out of the 2 years weve been friends....more then this week and i just dont get it im trying to be the bigger person and say im sorry liek i did last time if your still mad at me and want some time to yourself let me know!?! please im really sorry i was having a bad day all day and i didnt think i was taking it out on you but if i was let me know i love you and care about you tons! you are my best friend and our friendship means the WORLD to me! and i dont want to loose it over some stupid fights about potatoes!!!!!