Feb-blew-ary
Feb. Blew alright. What a horrible winter this has been, cold, snowy and ultra-depressing. I know I'm not the only one feeling it, either. Alot of people have had bad winters...
Friends...I disowned a bunch. One of them, who has been a cold, unfeeling bitch for a few years decided to come crying on my shoulder about how much our friendship means to her and she just has trouble showing her feelings, (IE: I have trouble being real). She said that we have to talk things out. She broke me, and I agreed the next time we saw each other, we'd try to talk things out....next time we saw each other, she ignored me. Fuckin' people! No big loss though, again, I was already prepared to write her off. One of the people who I wrote off has no idea that I did. He goes about his life in a daze of stupidity and I chuckle.
The dating scene has awoken and I think my draught as of late might be winter related. Alot of people get seaasonally depressed. They either don't go out, they don't wanna be close to someone, or they're miserable human beings with "go away" emanating from their pores. In the last week or so I met up with
an old flame who seems interested in rekindling. We never gave it a real shot, but now it might be time.
an old crush who just found out that I had a huge crush on her and got all redfaced, we hung out last night and did some karaoke and we are planning on getting together again.
a new girl who I met recently. She's alot of fun. She makes me laugh.
and someone else who I've been seeing a little, but she lives far away and that's a problem for me. I did far away last time and it was a contributing factor to breaking up. I don't know if I want to do that again.
So yeah, we'll see where this all goes, but if I get to the summer and I'm still single, I'm staying single through August so I can have fun at Pennsic.
The X - Spoke with her a couple of times and I think the friends thing is coming along better now. It's important to me that I remain friends with her. She's an amazing person. Despite having been mad at her, I recognize what an asset she is in my life, even if she sucks at returning phone calls which sometimes makes me wanna smack her! I'm pretty sure she's been thinking that I can't or am not ready to be friends, but that's not the case.
Work - Been working on this goddamn business plan. Jesus this shit is hard. It's so detailed, like nothing I've ever done before. I wanna go shoot someone! I don't know what competitive DJs in Florida are charging! I call but they won't tell me! All I know is when I'm finally able to start a business, I'm gonna bury the competition! My company idea will include not only DJ/MC service, but live bands, photography, videography, and a party/show room.
That's all for now!
Friends...I disowned a bunch. One of them, who has been a cold, unfeeling bitch for a few years decided to come crying on my shoulder about how much our friendship means to her and she just has trouble showing her feelings, (IE: I have trouble being real). She said that we have to talk things out. She broke me, and I agreed the next time we saw each other, we'd try to talk things out....next time we saw each other, she ignored me. Fuckin' people! No big loss though, again, I was already prepared to write her off. One of the people who I wrote off has no idea that I did. He goes about his life in a daze of stupidity and I chuckle.
The dating scene has awoken and I think my draught as of late might be winter related. Alot of people get seaasonally depressed. They either don't go out, they don't wanna be close to someone, or they're miserable human beings with "go away" emanating from their pores. In the last week or so I met up with
an old flame who seems interested in rekindling. We never gave it a real shot, but now it might be time.
an old crush who just found out that I had a huge crush on her and got all redfaced, we hung out last night and did some karaoke and we are planning on getting together again.
a new girl who I met recently. She's alot of fun. She makes me laugh.
and someone else who I've been seeing a little, but she lives far away and that's a problem for me. I did far away last time and it was a contributing factor to breaking up. I don't know if I want to do that again.
So yeah, we'll see where this all goes, but if I get to the summer and I'm still single, I'm staying single through August so I can have fun at Pennsic.
The X - Spoke with her a couple of times and I think the friends thing is coming along better now. It's important to me that I remain friends with her. She's an amazing person. Despite having been mad at her, I recognize what an asset she is in my life, even if she sucks at returning phone calls which sometimes makes me wanna smack her! I'm pretty sure she's been thinking that I can't or am not ready to be friends, but that's not the case.
Work - Been working on this goddamn business plan. Jesus this shit is hard. It's so detailed, like nothing I've ever done before. I wanna go shoot someone! I don't know what competitive DJs in Florida are charging! I call but they won't tell me! All I know is when I'm finally able to start a business, I'm gonna bury the competition! My company idea will include not only DJ/MC service, but live bands, photography, videography, and a party/show room.
That's all for now!