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i am so sad right now. it seems the townhouse on clarence wont be ours because someone bailed on signing the lease. i really really wanted this to work out. :( i dunno if we can still work something out? or if me and the other roomate will try to find a 2 bedroom apartment? or my dad will just force me to live in residence? because he has been so patient and even put down a 950$ dollar deposit (last month's rent for all of us) and he might lose that money. i feel so bad. i dont even know if we can get out of the legal contract, cause me and the other roomate and our parents already signed it. this is so sketchy. im even missing half of steph's bday dinner/movie thing tmr cause we really need to settle this.
im also super stressed about school. exams next fucking week.
and guess what, my bf ditched me yesterday for this. fucking hot muscular and tanned douche. he met me at his house an hour later though. and then we went out for thai food for sarah (his sister's) bday. i dont like thai food. :S but then we cuddled a lot on his couch. so it's all good...
not really though, since ive cried like a billion times since yesterday. everyone seems to think im either a monster or a baby right now. and im neither. this is just me under stress.
im also super stressed about school. exams next fucking week.
and guess what, my bf ditched me yesterday for this. fucking hot muscular and tanned douche. he met me at his house an hour later though. and then we went out for thai food for sarah (his sister's) bday. i dont like thai food. :S but then we cuddled a lot on his couch. so it's all good...
not really though, since ive cried like a billion times since yesterday. everyone seems to think im either a monster or a baby right now. and im neither. this is just me under stress.