S.O.S
hollllllllllllllly fuck.
I dont know what happened but in the past few hours, I have sunk into an all time low depression. I have so much shit going on and Im just trying to let it ride and let everything fall into place. Im moving out soon, Im excited! but also worried. Dont know why. Christmas is coming. I still need to buy for 4-5 people. Fuck. I want a divorce. Im certain. Christmas present anyone? :)
I apologize to anyone Ive hurt. Especially one person in particular. I wish the best of luck to you and hopes that you will one day find someone who can do everything you want and need in life from a "partner". Take care of yourself and do well in your new job, Im sure you will. Also, Dont talk shit about me. "Go for it man, everyone else has." Please do explain who else has achieved anything from me. Since you wont be able to, keep your mouth shut. Jealousy and envy are sins.
Secondly, I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me.. I could have a shitload of guys after me, hitting on me, ect and I get all depressed. Can anyone explain why that is so? I feel a diar need for security. I do not enjoy being single.
HELP ME PLEASE! <3
I dont know what happened but in the past few hours, I have sunk into an all time low depression. I have so much shit going on and Im just trying to let it ride and let everything fall into place. Im moving out soon, Im excited! but also worried. Dont know why. Christmas is coming. I still need to buy for 4-5 people. Fuck. I want a divorce. Im certain. Christmas present anyone? :)
I apologize to anyone Ive hurt. Especially one person in particular. I wish the best of luck to you and hopes that you will one day find someone who can do everything you want and need in life from a "partner". Take care of yourself and do well in your new job, Im sure you will. Also, Dont talk shit about me. "Go for it man, everyone else has." Please do explain who else has achieved anything from me. Since you wont be able to, keep your mouth shut. Jealousy and envy are sins.
Secondly, I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me.. I could have a shitload of guys after me, hitting on me, ect and I get all depressed. Can anyone explain why that is so? I feel a diar need for security. I do not enjoy being single.
HELP ME PLEASE! <3