Going through alot

Jan 13, 2005 11:39

Im going through alot of shit in my life. Im not too sure if I can do it anymore. I read back on all the times I was upset and I see a pattern here. I see who it always involves. WHY THE FUCK DO I STAY AROUND?!?!?!!?? I dont get it. I feel bad for the kids and sometimes for myself for allowing the bs. I guess I just hoped that one day he'd get over the childish actions and we could all be a family. Not much has changed, but has opened my eyes to see who it has always been about. everyday its about YOU, when we werent together, it was about YOU............. :'(

I dont even feel like writing anymore.

good day.

<3 Mommy <3's Sara and Daniel <3
Whats real in my life^
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