i am not your rolling wheels, i am the highway.
so i've figured it out- its all stress.
because seriously, talking to melanie today, figuring out officially what we're doing this weekend. i felt like 200 lbs lifted from me. granted its not done yet. and theres still the 300+ dollars i'm spending this week. and the tests, and charlie, and the dans. plural. 3 of them to be precise.
but idk, one thing, deciding. that made me feel better.
i love my sister. she can talk me through anything. i miss her alot. i'm glad shes coming home sunday.
i'm really honestly excited for this concert friday. i have no idea whats going to happen. sophie has all these plans that may fall through in the end. either way, it will be really fun to just go crazy with one of my best friends, and meet some cool people who listen to good music.
tomorrow dan has off. i'm debating calling him.
i think i'll wait till saturday.
i have to babysit anyways so if i called him we'd hang out for what.. a half hour? if that much? i think i'll wait. i've waited this long. 2 more days wont kill me.
51 days until session one of camp tomorrow.
37 tomorrow until stacey and jo are back to america.
i cant wait i think i'm going to pick them up from New London when they arrive. it seems so far away but i have a feeling it will come fast. these past few weeks and the next ones seem to be coming and leaving very quickly. before i know it prom will be over, memorial day will be over, and i'll be at all camps, i'll be playing at graduation, i'll be visiting kenzie at clvoer camp.. and then i'll be doing it all summer :)
so the plans for this weekend:
friday- school, work till 6 then to sophies to get ready. off to providence for the concert. yess. then back to my house to sleep for like.. 4 hours if that much.
saturday- dance in the am. picking up my car. dan? party at night? spa potentially? but that will most likely be next weekend.
sunday- melanie comes home. brunch in the morning. shopping with mel and my mom sunday, for prom shoes and maybe spring shopping?
monday back to the same old routine.
well i'm done rambling for now.
off to my cozy bed :)
because seriously, talking to melanie today, figuring out officially what we're doing this weekend. i felt like 200 lbs lifted from me. granted its not done yet. and theres still the 300+ dollars i'm spending this week. and the tests, and charlie, and the dans. plural. 3 of them to be precise.
but idk, one thing, deciding. that made me feel better.
i love my sister. she can talk me through anything. i miss her alot. i'm glad shes coming home sunday.
i'm really honestly excited for this concert friday. i have no idea whats going to happen. sophie has all these plans that may fall through in the end. either way, it will be really fun to just go crazy with one of my best friends, and meet some cool people who listen to good music.
tomorrow dan has off. i'm debating calling him.
i think i'll wait till saturday.
i have to babysit anyways so if i called him we'd hang out for what.. a half hour? if that much? i think i'll wait. i've waited this long. 2 more days wont kill me.
51 days until session one of camp tomorrow.
37 tomorrow until stacey and jo are back to america.
i cant wait i think i'm going to pick them up from New London when they arrive. it seems so far away but i have a feeling it will come fast. these past few weeks and the next ones seem to be coming and leaving very quickly. before i know it prom will be over, memorial day will be over, and i'll be at all camps, i'll be playing at graduation, i'll be visiting kenzie at clvoer camp.. and then i'll be doing it all summer :)
so the plans for this weekend:
friday- school, work till 6 then to sophies to get ready. off to providence for the concert. yess. then back to my house to sleep for like.. 4 hours if that much.
saturday- dance in the am. picking up my car. dan? party at night? spa potentially? but that will most likely be next weekend.
sunday- melanie comes home. brunch in the morning. shopping with mel and my mom sunday, for prom shoes and maybe spring shopping?
monday back to the same old routine.
well i'm done rambling for now.
off to my cozy bed :)