RIP
I haven't updated in a million years and today seems like a grea time to do it.
Soo, I found out Monday that my friend OD and died. I had partied with him a few times, and he took me out a couple times, but thats about it. Today was the funeral.
It was the craziest thing I had ever seen in my life. There were at least 400 people there, and 300 of them had to be his friends. And every single person was crying... He was only 21 years old. Nobody knew that he was involved with all of this bullshit... or maybe they knew, but they didn't know the extent of it.
He called a few weeks ago, and I never called him back. I feel like an ass.
I'm like my mother... I want to help everyone that I care about. It's this awful trait that I inherited that kicks me in the ass everyday. However, I couldn't say or do anything to help him. I could've at least called him back... I suck.
I have mixed feelings about this situation... I don't know how to say it without sounding like a bitch, so I'll stop now. :-)
Soo, I found out Monday that my friend OD and died. I had partied with him a few times, and he took me out a couple times, but thats about it. Today was the funeral.
It was the craziest thing I had ever seen in my life. There were at least 400 people there, and 300 of them had to be his friends. And every single person was crying... He was only 21 years old. Nobody knew that he was involved with all of this bullshit... or maybe they knew, but they didn't know the extent of it.
He called a few weeks ago, and I never called him back. I feel like an ass.
I'm like my mother... I want to help everyone that I care about. It's this awful trait that I inherited that kicks me in the ass everyday. However, I couldn't say or do anything to help him. I could've at least called him back... I suck.
I have mixed feelings about this situation... I don't know how to say it without sounding like a bitch, so I'll stop now. :-)