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Some black guy has been pranking me these past couple days. Altho I dont thin khes black, he keeps losing his accent. Well today he called me and I just wasnt feeling right and I pissed him off. I feel bad, I know i was acting like a bitch. It's just these past couple days have been pretty hard, and no I dont care to explain. Only a few people know why im so sad and shit, and thats how I would like to keep it. I'm hiding something from my friends, I dont like it but I have no choice. See if my secret were to spill, I would be in for like 20x more heart ache then I have already caused myself. I want to tell someoen so bad, but I cannot. I hope the black man calls me back so I can apologise. Altho, I still think is Jerick and Brian that are pranking me.
Saturday I want to become numb. Fuck, I just want to be numb.
oh and Chaz bought "fool around dice" and now I shall post what on each dice.. and apparently everyone is going to get drunk and play so this should be fun.
Dice #1
Suck, Lick, Blow, Tease, Kiss, & massage
Dice #2
Above Waist, ?, Ear, Lips, Breast, Below Waist
So atleats I'll be getiing some sort of action.. altho I only want it from one person FUCKER