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I cant take this life I lead anymore. All I keep receiving, is bad news. Please do me a favor, don't talk to me unless your going to say something to cheer me up. So far everything that people are saying to me, im turing it around into something more then what it is. I'm over thinnking, and its just killing me.
Oh and did I mention, I'm done with boys AND girls. Girls arn't much better then guys when it comes to screwing your heart over.
Please send me a miracle, I can feel myself sliping into a sad faze.
Everyone is geting crushed on but me....... Everyone I know has someone that is crushing on them .. and I got nothing. Wow it makes me feel misarable.
Come Saturday I will drink and smoke more then I have ever had. I want to be numb. I want to experience that out of body dejavu feeling.
Its been forever since I felt soft lips upon mine. All I want to do is kiss someone cute.