ok here it is me and tommy arn't together ne more....and i dun kno wat to do...im so lost with out him...he also told me to listen to the song "hate me" by blue october and "cold but im still here" by evans blue....which im listening to right now....and i can't stop crying.....all i want is him, and to make him happy, and be with him, but he doesn' ( Read more... )

ight here it goes well me n tommy are now not engaged ne more which is good but we are still together.....*rolls eyes*.....ne ways i gotta job ...i sell pretzel allll day long ....althought i don't make them...dude everyone says that they could make pretzels but dude its soooooo much harder than it looks i tried to do it for like 30 - 45 min today ( Read more... )

ok ok i know i have been gone for a while but i moved bacc to nc n i have been bacc here since december 13th well i also dropped outta highschool and i went and got my G.E.D in like 6 days n now i begin college on march 13th i go to cpcc from 8:30 am to 12:30 pm monday wendesday and friday so woohoo.....also the nite b/4 last i saw tommy kissing ( Read more... )

ok ok ok now im in flordia and tommy is down here with me also ....im lovin it cept for the damn school it succs ass n like im hatin it there but w/e gotta get through it ya kno its my last year...well now i have been down here for like a month and a half and i still don't have a job grrrrr....but tommy already has a job which is good for him but ( Read more... )

this is for my baby...you kno who you are...i love you with all of my heart n soul i love you more than ne thing n the world...i just wanted to let you kno that im gonna miss you soo much over the next 2 weeks and i can't wait for you to get to florida with me.. *tears* baby ima miss you soooooo much ....*crying* i just hope that we don't break up ( Read more... )

today is my last day here n well yeah this is to all my homies here n far MMFWCL to all the juggalos and to those who arn't much love n to those you kno who you are i love you with all of my heart and if you ever wanna come visit lemme kno i will be puttin my new celly number on my voicemail so if i dun answer checc the voicemail k damnit.... ne ( Read more... )

here it is ight well like i said i met this really hot guy named tommy n like now im goin out with him and have been for a while now which is totally awsome. like im i dun kno dumb cuz i think im fallin for him hard which scares the fuck outta me b/c of how shit worked out with zac ya kno ? well ne ways skools been ight....ashley n dizzy almost ( Read more... )

ok well i still have my tounge ring which still excites me...lol ...n also a couple weekends ago i met this really hot guy named tommy ...just wow k...well we have been talkin n gettin to kno each other a lot better well turned out he wanted to date me n well he finally asked me last nite which is awsome so woohoo for me n him *big smile* n omg ( Read more... )

ok well im am now over zac so woohoo for me hehe ...then also i got my tounge pirced so another woohoo for me...im not depressed ne more partly b/c i haave my meds that actualyy work now so another woohoo...lol well now im just out havein my fun if ya kno wat i mean ...hehe well thats basicly all i wanted to say oh n for those who asked no he hasn' ( Read more... )

ok well here it goes im still in love with zac even tho all that shit....also it turns out that he still loves me and that he wasnt really engaged ...yet nowhe is b/c he got her pregnat...fucked up huh? well i still love him and i dun kno why....i kno i kno ima fucked up person but forgive me i think personaly that its still habit to love him from ( Read more... )