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yes, yes, I know.. It's a miracle.. I actually updated.. blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda.. here it goes.
well... today has started off just wonderfully.. I wake up to hear my mom sobbing and yelling at my dad. She FINALLY had the nerve to talk to him about him always being gone... because well.. HE IS ALWAYS GONE.. everyday he goes to work before anyone's up, comes home before anyone else, and goes to his little "boyfriend" Clay's house and doesnt come home till 9'o clock some nights. My mom has basically been begging him to stay home with her one weekend. All she wants is to spend time with him.. after all, for some strange reason, she married him. My dad tried to drag me into it.. and say it was my fault she was alone all the time. MY FAULT? How the hell do you get that? My dad is always in a bad mood.. and when he's not.. he will be soon. He's always yelling and puting people down. I don't see why she stays with him. because well.. the few times that HE is home and SHE is gone with friends he gets pissed and throws a 3 day fit over it. What's the point of being married if you are never together.. and when you are.. all you do is fight.. or wait in agony for the next fight to begin. Maybe one day she'll realize it's not worth all the stress he puts on us.. maybe.
On a less than happier note... PHILIP IS MOVING.. not fair.. he's going to be so far away from me now :(:(:( but luckily.. since my house is kinda on the way from his work he will still come over sometimes after work.. he'll just have to shower and junk here instead of going home first.
oh well.. Philip and I are going to go walk around the mall today.. just for something to do..if he ever calls me! grr I offered to stay home with my mom but she told me to go.. "You have a life, go use it.." *so sad*
well... today has started off just wonderfully.. I wake up to hear my mom sobbing and yelling at my dad. She FINALLY had the nerve to talk to him about him always being gone... because well.. HE IS ALWAYS GONE.. everyday he goes to work before anyone's up, comes home before anyone else, and goes to his little "boyfriend" Clay's house and doesnt come home till 9'o clock some nights. My mom has basically been begging him to stay home with her one weekend. All she wants is to spend time with him.. after all, for some strange reason, she married him. My dad tried to drag me into it.. and say it was my fault she was alone all the time. MY FAULT? How the hell do you get that? My dad is always in a bad mood.. and when he's not.. he will be soon. He's always yelling and puting people down. I don't see why she stays with him. because well.. the few times that HE is home and SHE is gone with friends he gets pissed and throws a 3 day fit over it. What's the point of being married if you are never together.. and when you are.. all you do is fight.. or wait in agony for the next fight to begin. Maybe one day she'll realize it's not worth all the stress he puts on us.. maybe.
On a less than happier note... PHILIP IS MOVING.. not fair.. he's going to be so far away from me now :(:(:( but luckily.. since my house is kinda on the way from his work he will still come over sometimes after work.. he'll just have to shower and junk here instead of going home first.
oh well.. Philip and I are going to go walk around the mall today.. just for something to do..if he ever calls me! grr I offered to stay home with my mom but she told me to go.. "You have a life, go use it.." *so sad*