sleeping depriving cohabitat
I found co-habitat difficult. I was rarely able to have quality sleep time. Luckily J does not snore. The fact that having another person in bed every night and not able to stretch as much as I want really affect me. I can't imagine how one can deal with a snoring spouse. I doubt if I am able to stand a married life. I am thinking about suggesting a King size bed. Yes, maybe it is time to get a new bed. These days, fear is occupying me. One of them is that marriage kills romance. J tried to ensure me that it will not. But it has been my fear for the longest time. Maybe that was the reason I stay single for so long. He has been really nice though. For the first time, he gave me more massage than I offered him. He has patient with me. He cleans the house; prepare breakfast for me when I was unwilling to get out of bed. I should not complain too much. But being sleep deprived can make me really grumpy. In addition, work has been getting busier. I am going to take a day off tomorrow, to sleep in and spend some time with J.