I should be in bed...
Oh, God, I've got it bad.
And when Four tells this to Su Yan about QC, trying to explain what he feels, I sort of melted into an incoherent puddle:
It's not that she's good. It's a very strange feeling. When you stay by her, you'll feel a sense of relief. You'll be willing to share all your thoughts with her and to do everything for her. When she laughs, your entire heart will suddenly feel overjoyed. When she cries, your heart will also sour. You will want to see her every second, to kiss her and embrace her. You will want to become the same person as her. No. You will feel that you and her are in fact the same person.
Four, you do have a way with words.
Thankfully, all it takes is one measly little one-minute scene at the end of ep 20 and I am back on Eight/QC train. Their chemistry is insane.
But even though I am back on 8/QC, I haven't disembarked from 4/QC. Help! OK, I am very torn now. I want them both with Qing Chuan! Why is it not possible, why? Siblings are supposed to share.