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i posted this awhile ago...i woke up! i was so frightened that people whould ask me about it that i put it to privet, i thaught i shouldnt talk about the people i love the way i did in this post! NOW i dont care! i know who cares about me and the people i care about me know that i do! (if you have to stop and think if i care about you....I DONT
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dane honestly i HAVE written to you me and kyle have seriously been SO broke we've been barely able to afford to eat I'll have money on wednesday *FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* so I'll be sending my LETTERS asap I've written a few I write to you on lunch breaks at work and when I get home and stuff HONEST I DO I miss you so much!!!!! I feel so bad that I haven't sent you anything yet I can't WAIT til you get my letters!!!! Oh my GOD i miss you! I missed your calls when I was at work but I got free voicemail so I got to hear your little messages I listened to them a few times just to hear your voice!!!! I hope you're doing okay!!!
I have no time over here IT SUCKS I work 5 days a week 9-6:30 its fucking bullshit my back hurts and I'm pretty much sick of it! I feel like we have no time to explore at all!!!
I want to come home and see you and cookie!!!!!
I hope you're taking care of yourself.....
i know you seem pretty down at the moment I can feel it isn't things weird like that?
I'm not myself over here... I feel like I can't get out of this quiet little shell I'm in over here... this stupid town is FUCKING BORING!!!!! I may as well be in Warwick... not really its not that bad but it is boring. I have no friends!!!!! I miss you!!!!! I want to call you right now... its about 8:43am over there I think you'd be asleep!
I promise when I start getting paid (which is in 16 days I think) you'll be hearing alot more from me!!!!! I can buy a phone card and all that stuff I need to buy credit for my phone, international calling card and LOADS of stamps :) I love hearing from you!!!!!!
theres this song that plays at work and the chorus goes *shake shake shimmy shimmy* and it reminds me of us!!!! I can imagine us dancing around stupidly to it!!!!!
My god I miss you dressing me up like a silly doll and us doing your make up REDICULOUS and falling for glittery eyelashes EVERY TIME hahaha oh how we love the sparkles!!!!!!
I think we're going to go to london for my birthday I can't wait I hope i'll be able to buy clothes!!!!!!!!!!! I want you to come over!!!!! We could rent a MEGA dodgy apartment together FUN FUN!!!!! It's getting really cold here (its nearing the end of their summer) Its fucking FREEZING at night here!!!!! The wind is ICY COLD I think I'm gonna die!!!!
OH DANE I feel SOOOOOOO bad for not sending you any letters yet I PROMISE I HAVE WRITTEN I really have I have a ratty old envelope piling up with letters waiting to be sent the ONLY day I can ever go to the post office is on tuesday my day off cuz otherwise I work until its closed and its too late :( post offices are just as bad if not WORSE over here too!!!! My tax got sent to me and my cheque clears on wednesday so if the lines not long at the post office I might send it on my lunch break one day or else it will have to wait til tuesday but I promise its on my to-do-asap list!!
Awwwwww hows Babie???? I miss Babie!!
OOOOOOHHHHH and thankyou for those photos I looked TERRIBLE in them (the 'professional' photos) but you look HOT!!! hahaha and the TURKEY hahaha I love him!!!
Please don't be mad at me or think I'm ignoring you or anything!
I feel like I've been such a slack ass (which I think I was in the first month being here) but now it seems really hard to get anything done iwth working til 630 everyday and having model nights twice a week!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH its driving me crazy!!!!
oooooh we took some 'stuff' the other week i cant remember if i told you it was me kyle and my monager jeremy pills are only like £2.50 here (thats like $5) but they're pretty shit (who cares take 5!) and yeah we went to my salon and cut my hair at like 4am hehe!
Still wasn't as any fun I've ever had with you!!!!
God I feel like a HUGE part of me has been missing for so long...#don't tell anyone this but I'm seriously considering coming home and breaking up with kyle (he INSISTS on staying and we keep fighting cuz i want to come home) cuz i really do miss my comferts and I feel like a huge chunk of me is gone and I feel really depressed god I'm fuckin crying while typing
I promise I have written to you!
I love you so much!!!!!!
Will we still be best mates when I get back?
I truly hope so!
i love you! xxx
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