I know it sounds so old, but cupids got me in a chokehold
I know this is pretty soon, and I don't want to jinx anything...but I'm really happy right now. Like, super-duper happy. I like this guy A LOT...and he's a fuckin cutie.
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I effin love that picture! (And it was his idea!). It's just so....AMAZING to have someone to just share with. Its amazing to have someone who really cares about me, wants to listen to what I have to say, and wants to act like a goofball with me(I know I have some awesome friends...but I just mean on a different level! no worries!). I'm a lucky girl. I even have my own special ringtone "Beating Hearts Baby", and whenever I say "baby" he can't help but let out a little giggle. So cute!!
He's coming to visit me in 2 weeks!!! I can't wait! It honestly will mean a lot once he comes to visit me, first boyfriend visitor ever in college (and I graduate in a little over 3 months!!) Crazy isn't it!?
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In other news, I started teaching Tuesday. As of right now theres only 5 students in my class. They all speak English pretty well, they just have certain grammar/pronunciation issues. I really want to help them, I hope I can be a good teacher. I know I can dedicate a lot of time to putting together activities, I just hope I can sufficiently explain everything to them. I think I'll learn a lot through this experience...and hopefully the students will too.
I was looking back over my old entries...and its crazy. I can pinpoint a certain moment and bring back exactly what I was feeling that day...weird. In retrospect, I've concluded that:
1. I blame/have blamed myself way too much. I look back at all the times I thought that certain things happened because I was too clingy/too needy/ not good enough. Fuck that. I'm not perfect, but I certainly never deserved to be treated the way that I was many times.
2. I went through a lot of really low periods and sometimes I'd bounce back and hit a high point. I've really started to even out, I feel a lot more stable. I think I'm becoming a stronger person.
3. Looking back at the beginning of my entries (Summer of '69...I mean '05), I couldn't help but think about how much I really had a great summer. Midge, I really miss us being able to hang out all the time. That was the SHIT. I really miss j00, and I hope that when I come home (FOR GOOD! But of course before that too!) we can find some time for each other. Box time, if you will.
4. I still don' t like it when juice wears tights.
On an ending note... I just watched this on J00Tube: The Dane Cook impersonator (from MadTV) as the voice of Chris on Family Guy! Yeah, they're making fun of 2 of my favorite things ever...but I found it in my soul to laugh, cause its FUNNY!
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I effin love that picture! (And it was his idea!). It's just so....AMAZING to have someone to just share with. Its amazing to have someone who really cares about me, wants to listen to what I have to say, and wants to act like a goofball with me(I know I have some awesome friends...but I just mean on a different level! no worries!). I'm a lucky girl. I even have my own special ringtone "Beating Hearts Baby", and whenever I say "baby" he can't help but let out a little giggle. So cute!!
He's coming to visit me in 2 weeks!!! I can't wait! It honestly will mean a lot once he comes to visit me, first boyfriend visitor ever in college (and I graduate in a little over 3 months!!) Crazy isn't it!?
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In other news, I started teaching Tuesday. As of right now theres only 5 students in my class. They all speak English pretty well, they just have certain grammar/pronunciation issues. I really want to help them, I hope I can be a good teacher. I know I can dedicate a lot of time to putting together activities, I just hope I can sufficiently explain everything to them. I think I'll learn a lot through this experience...and hopefully the students will too.
I was looking back over my old entries...and its crazy. I can pinpoint a certain moment and bring back exactly what I was feeling that day...weird. In retrospect, I've concluded that:
1. I blame/have blamed myself way too much. I look back at all the times I thought that certain things happened because I was too clingy/too needy/ not good enough. Fuck that. I'm not perfect, but I certainly never deserved to be treated the way that I was many times.
2. I went through a lot of really low periods and sometimes I'd bounce back and hit a high point. I've really started to even out, I feel a lot more stable. I think I'm becoming a stronger person.
3. Looking back at the beginning of my entries (Summer of '69...I mean '05), I couldn't help but think about how much I really had a great summer. Midge, I really miss us being able to hang out all the time. That was the SHIT. I really miss j00, and I hope that when I come home (FOR GOOD! But of course before that too!) we can find some time for each other. Box time, if you will.
4. I still don' t like it when juice wears tights.
On an ending note... I just watched this on J00Tube: The Dane Cook impersonator (from MadTV) as the voice of Chris on Family Guy! Yeah, they're making fun of 2 of my favorite things ever...but I found it in my soul to laugh, cause its FUNNY!