love
:sigh: i'm an alright girl. ya know, thoughtful, considerate, all that pleasant shit. but my god, why do i have such unfavorable experiences with members of the opposite sex. and no one can dare sit here and tell me that there's more to life than love and crushes and relationships because i've had more than enough time to discover other roads to happiness. and after a while, the loveless life begins to takes its toll on a girl. she can only say "fuck it, i dont need anyone" but so many times before collapsing under the weight of her own heavy heart and of the lies that she's told to it. oh dear, i'm not looking for anyone to wipe my ass, simply a like-minded individual with whom i can do all the fantastic crap i enjoy anyway like listening to music and trying to make sense of life, but have even more fun doing it. okay, new approach, so i'm hoing myself out now. and by hoing i mean continuing to experience the girlcentric joys of life while keeping my heart open to other possibilities. yes, other possibilities.