The stars will dry the blackest tears tonight...
UPDATE: QUICK VERSION
I still work at Parkdale. Things have died down a lot though. We aren’t as busy as we were in the summer; the only reason is because school is back in session so no one is around.
I attend the Community College of Southern Nevada. I am taking a Math class and English 101. Math is on Mondays and Wednesdays from 6:00 pm - 7:00 pm and English 101 is on Saturday from 9:30 am to 12:30 pm.
Remember Steve from Parkdale? Well, we are dating now. For my birthday he got me a promise ring. A promise is forever. I really like him. I love him. I know I do. We have such great relationship. I didn’t realize how great our relationship was until now. I thought that it wasn’t possible for me to find someone like Steve. Someone so passionate and loving, someone who seems to care about me more than he cares about anything else. I didn’t think I deserved that. I didn’t think I deserved anything that Steve has given me. But a friend told me differently. He told me to stop thinking so negatively and follow your heart. (Not in those exact words, but close.) Thank you Friend!
I think that through everything that has been going on, I have matured in ways that I really never thought I could. I have grown into a smart and charismatic woman. I feel more confident in myself and in my decisions. I still worry over the stupidest things, but I’m trying not to let them get to me.
I do feel bad about the way I ended things with Chris. I told him I needed my space, my time to breath and think about things. I told him after my break that things would get better and we would be ok. I knew in the back of my mind that if we took a break that we wouldn’t get back together. I knew that if I had my time to think, I wouldn’t want things the why they were. But I never told him that. I never told him that I was seeing Steve more and more, and I never told him that we ended up together. I hurt him and I lied. I lied about where I was a times and I lied about who I was with. I’m sorry!
I got in a car accident. I backed into a trailer pulling out of a parking spot. I swear he wasn’t there behind me when I was getting into my car. I swear I couldn’t see him when I was backing up at all. I have two big gashes in the back of my bumper. I went to get an estimate on how much it would be to get repaired. A new bumper is $680.00 with labor and just to fix the gashes is going to be $550.00. Money that I DON’T have.
That’s about it for now…
Kristin lynn…
PS. TODAY IS MY 18th BIRTHDAY !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!
I still work at Parkdale. Things have died down a lot though. We aren’t as busy as we were in the summer; the only reason is because school is back in session so no one is around.
I attend the Community College of Southern Nevada. I am taking a Math class and English 101. Math is on Mondays and Wednesdays from 6:00 pm - 7:00 pm and English 101 is on Saturday from 9:30 am to 12:30 pm.
Remember Steve from Parkdale? Well, we are dating now. For my birthday he got me a promise ring. A promise is forever. I really like him. I love him. I know I do. We have such great relationship. I didn’t realize how great our relationship was until now. I thought that it wasn’t possible for me to find someone like Steve. Someone so passionate and loving, someone who seems to care about me more than he cares about anything else. I didn’t think I deserved that. I didn’t think I deserved anything that Steve has given me. But a friend told me differently. He told me to stop thinking so negatively and follow your heart. (Not in those exact words, but close.) Thank you Friend!
I think that through everything that has been going on, I have matured in ways that I really never thought I could. I have grown into a smart and charismatic woman. I feel more confident in myself and in my decisions. I still worry over the stupidest things, but I’m trying not to let them get to me.
I do feel bad about the way I ended things with Chris. I told him I needed my space, my time to breath and think about things. I told him after my break that things would get better and we would be ok. I knew in the back of my mind that if we took a break that we wouldn’t get back together. I knew that if I had my time to think, I wouldn’t want things the why they were. But I never told him that. I never told him that I was seeing Steve more and more, and I never told him that we ended up together. I hurt him and I lied. I lied about where I was a times and I lied about who I was with. I’m sorry!
I got in a car accident. I backed into a trailer pulling out of a parking spot. I swear he wasn’t there behind me when I was getting into my car. I swear I couldn’t see him when I was backing up at all. I have two big gashes in the back of my bumper. I went to get an estimate on how much it would be to get repaired. A new bumper is $680.00 with labor and just to fix the gashes is going to be $550.00. Money that I DON’T have.
That’s about it for now…
Kristin lynn…
PS. TODAY IS MY 18th BIRTHDAY !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!