You say I broke your heart, and yet you still talk to me... Funny how that goes...
I dont really write in my journal anymore, only for the simple reason that I dont really feel I need too. I dont like having to type every little boring detail about every little thing that I do. If you want to know, ask me.
NEXT: I broke up with Chris. He say I broke his heart and pretty much left him with nothing. Yeah, thats why he has a great job now and is bringing in pretty big paychecks every week. Because I broke up with him. Reality, He didnt go out and bust his ass to get this job until AFTER we broke up. So that should show that what happened was probably for the best.
THE REASONS I FEEL WHY THINGS DIDNT WORK OUT:
1. He didnt have a job.
2. We fought all the time.
3. If I wasnt upset, then he was.
4. I was depressed about other shit and he thought it was him. (Just to let you know, just because a person is depressed doesnt make it your fault. And you thinking that it was really started to irritate me.)
Maybe I did end up with someone else. And yes, I should have told you. But why, to rub something that was already really hard all up in your face. I didnt think that was the best situation.
THE REASONS I DONT LIKE TO TALK TO YOU NOW IS BECAUSE:
1. Im getting really sick of fighting over what happened in the past.
2. I dont think that bringing up shit about the past is all the great.
3. Because you ask me the same things 3 or 4 times a night.
4. I dont really like being on the phone for hours each night trying to think of something to say.
I do like talking to you, dont get me wrong, but I talk to you everyday. I talk to you more than I probably talk to anyone else on the phone. I dont want to sit on the phone forever talking about how my day was. I dont mind saying Hi and everything, but not for a hour.
Im really sorry about your mom being sick and Im really sorry if you feel that you dont have anyone anymore. I dont like the fact that you blame me for all of your problems either. I know I caused most of them, but not all of them. I dont like being on the defense with you all the time. I dont like yelling at you either. But you dont seem to get where Im coming from. I want to be there for your mom and help you through whatever it is that your going through. But just remember all the shit we have done is over with... Im not going to go through any of that anymore.
Kristin lynn...
NEXT: I broke up with Chris. He say I broke his heart and pretty much left him with nothing. Yeah, thats why he has a great job now and is bringing in pretty big paychecks every week. Because I broke up with him. Reality, He didnt go out and bust his ass to get this job until AFTER we broke up. So that should show that what happened was probably for the best.
THE REASONS I FEEL WHY THINGS DIDNT WORK OUT:
1. He didnt have a job.
2. We fought all the time.
3. If I wasnt upset, then he was.
4. I was depressed about other shit and he thought it was him. (Just to let you know, just because a person is depressed doesnt make it your fault. And you thinking that it was really started to irritate me.)
Maybe I did end up with someone else. And yes, I should have told you. But why, to rub something that was already really hard all up in your face. I didnt think that was the best situation.
THE REASONS I DONT LIKE TO TALK TO YOU NOW IS BECAUSE:
1. Im getting really sick of fighting over what happened in the past.
2. I dont think that bringing up shit about the past is all the great.
3. Because you ask me the same things 3 or 4 times a night.
4. I dont really like being on the phone for hours each night trying to think of something to say.
I do like talking to you, dont get me wrong, but I talk to you everyday. I talk to you more than I probably talk to anyone else on the phone. I dont want to sit on the phone forever talking about how my day was. I dont mind saying Hi and everything, but not for a hour.
Im really sorry about your mom being sick and Im really sorry if you feel that you dont have anyone anymore. I dont like the fact that you blame me for all of your problems either. I know I caused most of them, but not all of them. I dont like being on the defense with you all the time. I dont like yelling at you either. But you dont seem to get where Im coming from. I want to be there for your mom and help you through whatever it is that your going through. But just remember all the shit we have done is over with... Im not going to go through any of that anymore.
Kristin lynn...