Dear Jacoby...

Apr 28, 2004 05:45

This is for you...

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.? Jack! Because its you
2. Am I lovable? yes
3. How long have you known me? one year last february 2nd
4. When and how did we first meet? Christa
5. What was your first impression? quiet
6. Do you still think that way about me now? you are not who I thought you were.
7. What do you think my weakness is? love
8. Do you think I'll get married? yes
9. What makes me happy? your music
10. What makes me sad? thinking about somethings
11. What reminds you of me? certian songs
12. If you could give me anything what would it be? happiness
13. How well do you know me? I dont know you
14. When's the last time you saw me? february 21st
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yes, still do
16. Do you think I could kill someone? not anymore
17. Describe me in one word.? 2 words. hopeless romantic
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? weaker, to be honest, Im not sure if we have one anymore
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? No
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? No
21. Would you make out with me?

I was planning on writing about something that makes me happy.. But after ready your journal Jack, Im not sure what to think about our friendship. I feel like you were using me to get to Christa, and now that you dont talk to her anymore, you dont ever talk to me. And I never understood that until today. I feel dumb for thinking you were trying to be MY friend. Why would you want to be MY friend.?. Im nothing. Im ashamed for the shit we did and Im ashamed in myself for not seeing things for what they were. I wish you would have told me about how you felt. I never knew you talked to me only because Christa was my best friend. Im not really sure what to think now.

I hope you are happy though.. You were my friend. Now, Im not really sure..

Kristin lynn...

Ps. The sad thing about this, I remember every little story, phrase, thought, feeling that you went through when breaking up with Christa. I never forgot about it. Now, I feel like shit, and I wonder if you know every little thought, or feeling Im going through at this moment.
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