I think Im tired, but then again, Im not...

Apr 04, 2004 07:33

I just barely got home from hanging out with James. I fell asleep at his house. We were watching "The Rundown" with the Rock, and for some reason, I just clunked out.

I thought about it yesterday, and me and James talked about it. I think we are like Best Friends. He said it first, not me. He says that he can talk to me about anything. All the girls he hangs all over and I dont even care. (I do care, sometimes I get alittle jealous. But I never let him see that.) Im glad that he thinks he can talk to me about anything. I know I cant do the same to him. Lets just say he is a little full of himself and if you arent talking about him, he doesnt want to hear it. All he talks about though is his ex - girlfriend, Nicole. They talk still she calls him EVERYDAY looking for money. And believe me, if James had it, he would give it to her. He is always fighting with her, saying how much he hates her, but then he wont shut up about how he still loves her. (They are promised to each other, but right now they are taking a break to figure things out.) He says that he thinks Im his best friend because he can fart in front of me. (I think its SO gross, but he doesnt care.) He says he never does that in front of girls, but Im different. I felt kinda :P about that comment, like Im not good enough for him to use manners in front of me. Like I dont deserve having him like - like me. But then again, he feels comfortable enough around me to do it, so I guess it balances out. I always start out as the friend of the friend and I move up to the best friend. Happens about 99.9 % of the time.

Watch in 2 weeks I will fall for this kid, and be boo hooing about how he deosnt like me back. WATCH !! I say Iwont, but you never know. If you spend all your time with someone, even if you are just friends, you start to feel something towards them. I have spent probably the last 2 weeks over there everynight. Last night was the latest I have stayed though. And he freaking asks me everynight if we can "fool around". He says that we never do it. I said are you mad that we dont. He said no, but I can tell when he is.

Im tired... Im going to go take a cat nap and get on a little later..

Kristin Lynn...
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