033: 알까요 이런 내 마음을? (do you know this heart of mine?) [2/14]

[byuldeureul]

After weeks and months of constant struggle
-- both with my view on fandom in general and balancing fandom life with RL obligations --
I'm FINALLY back...with not one chapter but three chapters to share! *^^*

It's been a long time coming, but it's finally here.  I'm about to start summer classes this week, but I swore to myself that I would update

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[byuldeureul]

A-Actually, I updated it but forgot to put the "next chapter" link that I usually do at the bottom of Chapter 1's entry? ;O; So now I did it and now, anyone else reading it starting from there has easy access to it~ ^^)*

For me, I always think about what someone once said about secrets: "The more time you spend with a person, the less you can keep secrets from them." And in the SHINee dorm, this definitely holds true -- secrets get revealed, words get thrown around, but they always end up putting things aside for the sake of the 'family' that they know they'll end up being in the end. (And that, my dear, was far too easy for me to imagine as I wrote it, too. Kibum has such a bad habit of doing that hahaha not just with Jonghyun but with anyone else nearby while he's cracking up XDD;; Poor Minho and Onew have been his personal support pole and punching bag in those situations far too many times lol)

I-I BELIEVE IN THE TAEMIN CONDITION, OKAY ;;;;;;;;; Hahaha I figured that would have been a nice way to break the tension between them -- plus, it's a pretty valid explanation for Taemin's overseas sickness~

Ahhhhh but yes, Taemin IS starting to feel jealous now! Minho's hyungwhoring makes him feel insecure about himself, but he doesn't realize yet that his insecurity stems from jealousy...not yet, at least. ;3

Iknowwhatyou'regoingtosay,darling,andit'sperfectlyalrightwithme :) ♥