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Jan 18, 2010 21:37

I don't even know what I want anymore. I'm so confused. Is there something I even want to begin with ( Read more... )

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yeonnie January 19 2010, 06:27:38 UTC
If only i could talk you out of this. But i can't, cause i feel this all too frequent too.

Life sucks, but what the heck can we do about it? Let's just pretend it's meant to be this way, at least we won't feel guilty anymore.
Goal? it's nice to have a goal, but forcing yourself isn't all that good. We don't know what we're going to do, so what? we're what we're, and what we're, is this. We don't need a point to life, cause maybe our existence is the point to life of someone else. If we want to, we can believe that, there is no harm trying to cheer yourself up.

And love, yeah, it hurts a lot. I don't regret anything myself, cause it makes me what i am today. I would do the same thing, if i had a chance too. What's there to fix, to forget?
Embrace all your memories. Trust me, the moment you start to forget, will be the moment you lose everything. Hold onto it as much as you wish to forget, to reset it all. Letting it go is not easy, and trying to find someone new is stupid. If it still hurts, at least you know you're alive, at least you have something to love.

The pain will ease, eventually. Don't push yourself too hard. We're all stupid, and fucked, it's not just you.

Sorry oppa. I should be the only one feeling this, not you too. I've been through enough, so i don't care abt myself anymore, but you're different. You mean the world to me, and i never want you to get hurt. Please, don't ever feel this way again. If you're upset, let me be upset with you, then we can fuck our lives together.

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