FML
I don't even know what I want anymore. I'm so confused. Is there something I even want to begin with?
Life sucks. Why am I doing this to myself...
What's the point to life?
Where am I going? Do I even have a goal in mind?
What am I going to do?
Would he even care if I existed or not? Frankly I don't think he would care.
Am I merely just there, an extra in his life.
I thought I had forgotten him... but why the fuck did I remember the past, why did I open the wound and break my heart again. Why the fuck did I fall for him, multiple times. He's not even that good looking.
Why am I so stupid.
I ask too many questions. I should just forget him.
If only forgetting someone could be so easy, if only finding someone new could be so easy, if only one could just press the rewind button, the reset button, everything would be different. I think I would have told him, then again, I'm a bitch, why would he like me.
Memories are precious, they define our past and what we've experienced. If only I could selectively remove some of them, I wouldn't be fucking myself right now.
Do I regret it? Not one bit. Would I have done the same thing all over again? Probably. Am I stupid? Damn right I am.
FML
Life sucks. Why am I doing this to myself...
What's the point to life?
Where am I going? Do I even have a goal in mind?
What am I going to do?
Would he even care if I existed or not? Frankly I don't think he would care.
Am I merely just there, an extra in his life.
I thought I had forgotten him... but why the fuck did I remember the past, why did I open the wound and break my heart again. Why the fuck did I fall for him, multiple times. He's not even that good looking.
Why am I so stupid.
I ask too many questions. I should just forget him.
If only forgetting someone could be so easy, if only finding someone new could be so easy, if only one could just press the rewind button, the reset button, everything would be different. I think I would have told him, then again, I'm a bitch, why would he like me.
Memories are precious, they define our past and what we've experienced. If only I could selectively remove some of them, I wouldn't be fucking myself right now.
Do I regret it? Not one bit. Would I have done the same thing all over again? Probably. Am I stupid? Damn right I am.
FML