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After this week I will officially only have one semester left of college. I can hardly believe it..and also I hope to have all my law school applications in by the end of the week too. My paper is coming toether and I really like it actually, but I'm hoping that somehow I'll get another 7 pages out of all my notes....I'm getting a bit worried at this point.
I'm not feeling so great about the chip situation right now...we're in limbo land. We're talking soon though about somethings. I think there is a light at the end of the tunnel...but somedays I'm just not sure. It's exhausting, frustrating, and draining and I want to be done either way. Sure it's been over a month...but it's not finished between us. I'm just afraid I'm getting my hopes up and I don't know if I want to be the girl that goes running back...even though its not like that because until a week ago I wasnt even considering the possibility of "us" again.
Sigh...I'm just going to have faith that whatever happens is for the best. I just know i'm not ready to give up yet, and he isn't either because emotionally NOTHING has changed between us.
On a happier note...I'm SO freaking excited for New years in NYC with my presidential classroom friends!! We are probably going to be in the studio audience of good morning america! how amazing is that. 5 days in NYC..time square! I'm so glad 9 of the 12 of us are coming, from all over the country! I couldnt have asked for a better christmas present:-)
alright hope you are all having a good night!
I'm not feeling so great about the chip situation right now...we're in limbo land. We're talking soon though about somethings. I think there is a light at the end of the tunnel...but somedays I'm just not sure. It's exhausting, frustrating, and draining and I want to be done either way. Sure it's been over a month...but it's not finished between us. I'm just afraid I'm getting my hopes up and I don't know if I want to be the girl that goes running back...even though its not like that because until a week ago I wasnt even considering the possibility of "us" again.
Sigh...I'm just going to have faith that whatever happens is for the best. I just know i'm not ready to give up yet, and he isn't either because emotionally NOTHING has changed between us.
On a happier note...I'm SO freaking excited for New years in NYC with my presidential classroom friends!! We are probably going to be in the studio audience of good morning america! how amazing is that. 5 days in NYC..time square! I'm so glad 9 of the 12 of us are coming, from all over the country! I couldnt have asked for a better christmas present:-)
alright hope you are all having a good night!