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Hope everyone had a great thanksgiving!
-My aunt brought her bunnies..made me smile. I need a furry friend lately.
-I have so much to do before the end of the semseter it's a litle scary...and I NEED to apply to law school.
-Kevin left me a great voicemail today...LONG and detailed..i'm pretty sure he listed off any possible thanksgiving food i could have eaten.
-I've been playing board games with my family..CLUE in particular. it's nice to revert back to your childhood sometimes.
-He misses me...it is nice to hear..but I'm to the point where I just want to yell. OF COURSE HE SHOULD MISS ME. I'm not saying that to be cocky, and i'm not angry. But he is chosing everyday not to be with me...that's the ONLY reason he misses me. I didn't do anything wrong...we were happy..we are still in love. He should miss me...hearing it is comforting in a way, but breaks my freaking heart everytime a little bit more. And I have no idea what to do anymore. I know what I should do...but I'm not strong enough yet to just let him go completely, but maybe one day soon.
-I miss dancing....I just watched a bunch of videos with my sis. THat was a big partf my life and who I was..no one who is really still in my life knows that part of me. It was a miracle how I could walk out of the studio feeling 100% better than when walked in. I miss really MOVING...I
'd so love to go just take a turns and jumps class..but i'd look like an IDIOT and I'd def. prob hurt myself. I used to miss it more...this is seriously the first time in a LONG LONG time I have really thought about it.
-I'm staying away from the malls tomorrow..hopefully seeing crissy cause I'm assuming she is home from boston!
alright night all
-My aunt brought her bunnies..made me smile. I need a furry friend lately.
-I have so much to do before the end of the semseter it's a litle scary...and I NEED to apply to law school.
-Kevin left me a great voicemail today...LONG and detailed..i'm pretty sure he listed off any possible thanksgiving food i could have eaten.
-I've been playing board games with my family..CLUE in particular. it's nice to revert back to your childhood sometimes.
-He misses me...it is nice to hear..but I'm to the point where I just want to yell. OF COURSE HE SHOULD MISS ME. I'm not saying that to be cocky, and i'm not angry. But he is chosing everyday not to be with me...that's the ONLY reason he misses me. I didn't do anything wrong...we were happy..we are still in love. He should miss me...hearing it is comforting in a way, but breaks my freaking heart everytime a little bit more. And I have no idea what to do anymore. I know what I should do...but I'm not strong enough yet to just let him go completely, but maybe one day soon.
-I miss dancing....I just watched a bunch of videos with my sis. THat was a big partf my life and who I was..no one who is really still in my life knows that part of me. It was a miracle how I could walk out of the studio feeling 100% better than when walked in. I miss really MOVING...I
'd so love to go just take a turns and jumps class..but i'd look like an IDIOT and I'd def. prob hurt myself. I used to miss it more...this is seriously the first time in a LONG LONG time I have really thought about it.
-I'm staying away from the malls tomorrow..hopefully seeing crissy cause I'm assuming she is home from boston!
alright night all