Aug 21, 2004 13:05
Zack broke up with Kailyn . . . urg.
Casey and Emily broke up . . . urg.
Sometimes, I just feel sad.
Right now, I feel very, very, very, sad, and very alone.
Why do I feel so alone? Even though I have bad dreams . . . I don't want to feel this way in the 'real world' . . .
Things are different all of a sudden, and I feel distant again.
Kentiya can't get a ride over here again, but I'm not surprised because this has happened so much lately. I wonder if maybe I should pay more attention to things like this . . . am I just too dense to pick up a red flag here, or is it just what it is?
I hate my life sometimes, but I guess I'm curious enough to want to push on.