A Somber Entry
Ben Greenberg is going to college . . . I am really going to miss having him around.
I realized, while sitting in the quiet lonliness of my room around 3:30 after he'd left my home, that Ben had encouraged me to challenge myself to the fullest extreme academically, and now, I am going to rely a lot more on self-motivation than anything else.
Last night was nice, but not really what I expected. I think that sort of thing happens a lot.
Kay promised she wouldn't call too late, but it's only 12:30, so I guess I'm still waiting for her to wake up or something. I love you Kentiya, and I miss you.
I had very bad dreams last night full of bad stuff . . . very bad stuff . . . I need my subconscious to settle down.
I realized, while sitting in the quiet lonliness of my room around 3:30 after he'd left my home, that Ben had encouraged me to challenge myself to the fullest extreme academically, and now, I am going to rely a lot more on self-motivation than anything else.
Last night was nice, but not really what I expected. I think that sort of thing happens a lot.
Kay promised she wouldn't call too late, but it's only 12:30, so I guess I'm still waiting for her to wake up or something. I love you Kentiya, and I miss you.
I had very bad dreams last night full of bad stuff . . . very bad stuff . . . I need my subconscious to settle down.