this is sooooo dumb

Oct 02, 2004 16:52

wow! life right now is soooo not so good.... i feel like im slipping on water and falling down.... but i never hit the ground... i just keep falling... that sounds werid.. but thats just how it goes! my uncle passed away... my mom is taking it really badd... i mean really horrible! and it makes me sad... she has been threw alot.. i mean it hasnt even been a year since my aunt passed away and that was really hard for everyone... and it seems like the older i get the more ppl die.. the more "death" comes up in conversation... mayb it was always there... i just didnt notice it cuz i was so little.. or didnt want to notice it... ever since about the 7th grade... ppl have been dying alot... it is really crazy... and it is sad... but it is ok... everything will hopefully work out... at least i hope it will...

so i might get a job at IHOP and/or i might get a job at brookshires...(eric says he might be able to hook me up with a job) hahaha! all i know is i need money and i need a car.. OH and i figured out that the day im "SUPOSE" to get my liscence... (oct. 11) it is a holiday and the DPS will probly be closed! how gay is that... but it really doesnt matter cuz once i get it i dont get to drive by my self... im "not experience enough... and im a horrible driver" ( that would be a direct quote from my mother thank u very much) but i mean i hate HATE driving with her... she makes me a nervous wreck! AAARRRGGGGGG

last nite was boring .... i chilled with julia and we watched a movie... got up at 830 AM and went to the damn car wash... gaaaaaaay! and i worked that till i thought i was gonna die! and if ur wondering ... yes i was that crazy kid jumping up and down in the middle of southwest parkway screaming CAR WASH at the top of my lungs for 2 Straight HOURS!! then i washed cars and ate! hehe! but yeah i got sunburned.... :( !! but it is all good

there is a show tonite... i dont think ima gonna go though... i dunno what ill do... probly sit at home... maybe ill watch a movie! oh that would be fun... but if ne one want to do ne thing... i supose u can call me.... or.... sumthing... im gonna go... im sleepy.... again... i did wake up at 830... hehe
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