LET’S PLAY THE HOW MANY TIMES CAN YOU SAY “DON’T TELL HIM I TOLD YOU, BUT…” GAME! READY… GO!!
I can really write some MEAN shit when I'm angry. But I don't retract it. If I wrote it, I have to own up to it.
*LONG SIGH*
I guess the manipulation and secrets aren’t over. We’re a tag-team now. Spies for one another, almost. And both of us feel horrid for it. But at the same time it’s loyalty to its peak. I can’t speak for anyone else, but I am torn between the two worlds. Being honest and not keeping secrets and not going behind anyone’s back. But at the same time my loyalty and dedication to protect a friend no matter the cost, is very vivid. Conundrum indeed. No matter how many times I remind myself that we’re “manipulating” a manipulator it still doesn’t feel any more right. At the same time, keeping the information from her doesn’t feel right either...and I hope she feels the same. Because we're both wrapped around his little finger. Our only strength is one another as the outsider looking in. What to do, what to do? I cannot speak for anyone but myself.
*LONG SIGH*
I guess the manipulation and secrets aren’t over. We’re a tag-team now. Spies for one another, almost. And both of us feel horrid for it. But at the same time it’s loyalty to its peak. I can’t speak for anyone else, but I am torn between the two worlds. Being honest and not keeping secrets and not going behind anyone’s back. But at the same time my loyalty and dedication to protect a friend no matter the cost, is very vivid. Conundrum indeed. No matter how many times I remind myself that we’re “manipulating” a manipulator it still doesn’t feel any more right. At the same time, keeping the information from her doesn’t feel right either...and I hope she feels the same. Because we're both wrapped around his little finger. Our only strength is one another as the outsider looking in. What to do, what to do? I cannot speak for anyone but myself.