Jun 27, 2010 16:21
my step-dad has stage 4 cancer.
he only has a couple months left. that is what they are saying.
he has three kids under the age of 10.
i am so scared for them. and for my mother.
if he dies, what will happen to them?
i may have to help support them.
get a new job. or another job.
i am trying to keep myself level headed about all this. not get emotional. dont think about the future. just focus on today and tomorrow. focus on helping my mom. focus on the kids. focus on getting whatever needs to get done, done. focus on balancing my life and dealing with all the chaos. focus on not being selfish or self cenetered.