Insane
The people who bother me most are those who disappoint me. There aren't too many people with that ability, but there are a few. I think they bother me most because in order to disappoint me, you have to be someone who I actually care about...and no matter how many awful things someone I care about does, I can never seem let go. That might be another reason I hate caring about people; it's almost impossible for me to stop caring once I start.
It has been a week and a half since I last kissed anyone. This whole only kissing people who are good for me to kiss thing...is awful. I miss boys...and there are absolutely none in Cedar Falls who I should go near right now.
I almost went home with a total random on Saturday. Is it bad that I almost wish I had? I still can't believe my absolutely wasted self stayed put to wait with everyone I was supposed to go home with.
Seriously. I am going insane. It's all I can think about. I feel like when I break, it's going to be bad.
It has been a week and a half since I last kissed anyone. This whole only kissing people who are good for me to kiss thing...is awful. I miss boys...and there are absolutely none in Cedar Falls who I should go near right now.
I almost went home with a total random on Saturday. Is it bad that I almost wish I had? I still can't believe my absolutely wasted self stayed put to wait with everyone I was supposed to go home with.
Seriously. I am going insane. It's all I can think about. I feel like when I break, it's going to be bad.