Home...
Well, I'm home...the family is definitely driving me crazy...but it feels good to be done w/ school & classes. I think I got mostly A's in all of my classess...the only one that I'm questioning is Painting, because my art teacher grades like we are all art majors. (which I'm not) Last night, sami & i ate dinner at her mom's house, then watched "how to deal" and "memento!" they were both really good. today we went xmas shopping...i got kate's b-day gift..and no katie, i'm not telling you what it is until i give it to you :), brian & zach & afton..xmas presents. so i'm almost finished. i'm giving my mom & dad more wine glasses...i found some more that i really liked & i thought they would like.
the worst thing about not living at home anymore is definitely the packing & unpacking. i hate it, i just threw everything in my room because i don't feel like packing it all up. hehe..i saw so many things at the mall today that i wanted, it was insane. but surprisingly, i didn't buy myself anything!!! YEAH for me!!!
so while me & sami were at the mall today...we ran into 3 guys that she knew...they are all from duquoin...and one of them was so cute...he wasn't like hot as can be, but was tall & i was really attracted to him. so she gave one of them her number to call us tonight. i think we're going to copper dragon to listen to a dave matthews cover band. not much...just to get out & do something productive. so i hope we see these boys...because i really wanna get to know this guy. i think his name is jason.
this weekend i have to go back up to collinsville sat. & sun. to be at our studio's xmas parties..i'm so not looking forward to it! i can't wait to be done w/ teaching..i want a job at like express or some clothing place...because i really think i would be good at it. or some book store or st. louis bread company...except i would eat too much. my diet started today..all i ate was soup! i did good...but i'm taking metabolife and it definitely makes me not hungry!
about all of the friendship stuff that's going on...i really don't know what to reply to it. kate...after i read what you typed, I really hope that I am still considered one of your friends. i try so hard to not be busy and to make time to use the phone to talk to you guys. i know we don't always talk, but like jenna said...we always pick back up where we left off. i truly care about all of you guys and what goes on in your life...and when things go wrong i worry so much, probably more than you think i do. but, i can't wait to hang out this xmas...i wanna sit in the hot tub w/ you guys & drink wine, if that's ok!? and with the sami thing...i know i always complain about how complicated she is, but she so needs me & every time i'm home i realize that. i'm not going to sacrifice my life to please her or anything...but i do want to be there for her...she doesn't have hardly anyone, and i don't want her to get to the point where she feels alone. and right now, it seems like i'm all she has. so i'm gonna continue to be by her side...
but i want you guys to know that you mean so much to me too! i miss you guys all the time, and always miss our ccc days...we had so much fun...and it's just not quite the same anymore. :(
i just needed to type that so you guys knew how i felt! my fingers are getting tired of typing..hehe..but i'll probably write more later.
much love ;)
the worst thing about not living at home anymore is definitely the packing & unpacking. i hate it, i just threw everything in my room because i don't feel like packing it all up. hehe..i saw so many things at the mall today that i wanted, it was insane. but surprisingly, i didn't buy myself anything!!! YEAH for me!!!
so while me & sami were at the mall today...we ran into 3 guys that she knew...they are all from duquoin...and one of them was so cute...he wasn't like hot as can be, but was tall & i was really attracted to him. so she gave one of them her number to call us tonight. i think we're going to copper dragon to listen to a dave matthews cover band. not much...just to get out & do something productive. so i hope we see these boys...because i really wanna get to know this guy. i think his name is jason.
this weekend i have to go back up to collinsville sat. & sun. to be at our studio's xmas parties..i'm so not looking forward to it! i can't wait to be done w/ teaching..i want a job at like express or some clothing place...because i really think i would be good at it. or some book store or st. louis bread company...except i would eat too much. my diet started today..all i ate was soup! i did good...but i'm taking metabolife and it definitely makes me not hungry!
about all of the friendship stuff that's going on...i really don't know what to reply to it. kate...after i read what you typed, I really hope that I am still considered one of your friends. i try so hard to not be busy and to make time to use the phone to talk to you guys. i know we don't always talk, but like jenna said...we always pick back up where we left off. i truly care about all of you guys and what goes on in your life...and when things go wrong i worry so much, probably more than you think i do. but, i can't wait to hang out this xmas...i wanna sit in the hot tub w/ you guys & drink wine, if that's ok!? and with the sami thing...i know i always complain about how complicated she is, but she so needs me & every time i'm home i realize that. i'm not going to sacrifice my life to please her or anything...but i do want to be there for her...she doesn't have hardly anyone, and i don't want her to get to the point where she feels alone. and right now, it seems like i'm all she has. so i'm gonna continue to be by her side...
but i want you guys to know that you mean so much to me too! i miss you guys all the time, and always miss our ccc days...we had so much fun...and it's just not quite the same anymore. :(
i just needed to type that so you guys knew how i felt! my fingers are getting tired of typing..hehe..but i'll probably write more later.
much love ;)